圣诞夜

圣诞除夕，完全没节目。两个supervisor打来问我要不要代班，很多员工放鸽子。虽然很缺钱，但我不想把圣诞花在罚站上。所以很婉转的拒绝了。

到了下午，“学长和学妹”很心血来潮地计划上云顶，我们就兴致勃勃出发了。没塞车，可是上面真的是够力人山人海啊。到处都是人挤人。几恐怖下。不过圣诞气氛超好，还买了个棉花糖搞赏自己，甜甜的，入口即化，棒！！！=D

到了高山当然要去吹风。山上很多浓雾，还下毛毛雨。真是浪漫的雨中漫步，还有冷风吹来。头发，冷衣和布鞋也湿到完。不过风景和气候很像外国，就当作我们在外国旅行咯~满爽的说~~！XP

今年圣诞夜，应该也会很棒。
现在，正在等着圣诞老人爬进我的窗户。因为没有chimney. 然后送我礼物~！！XD

祝大家圣诞快乐！！！开开心心和家人和朋友渡过吧~！！！ =）

FINALSSS

Gonna start the first paper for finals tomorrow~ and I'm not done with the studies yet. Been slacking so much this sem, and it's the first time that i need to manage both work and finals at the same time. What's more to it, is to fall sick. Flu, sore throat, cough and sore feet. Plus PMS and stomachache. been cursing the stupid timing of everything, yet still need to shut up and continue studying.

Predict few days of lack of sleeep, hope this won't worsen my immune system. roarr!!
Finals, im gonna pin you down like a boss!!!!


Short break from study,
Jess

^^

First time ever I've operated the air asia site, really terribly stressed out. been stucked for ages in the waiting room, been so blur clicking this and that in the flight selection, but it's all been worth it. At least i think so. Spent a total of 5 hours guarding at the website, been kicked out countless times.

still, turned out to booked not-so-nice flight for our Krabi trip. need to split into 2 groups to go, sad case. thought of going there together gether happily and after, but gonna go on 2 different days. HOWEVEEEEER. Even if it turned out like that, im gonna make it a happy trip still. I'm sure when we're all together, we'll create happy moments and memories to cherish. =)

Another trip to Bali with my dearest family~~!! hehehehhee, heard that it's an extremely nice place to chill and relax~!! i cant stop grinning!!! XDD nvr step outta the country for... more than 10 years!!! gonnna break the record now!!! ps, need to get myself a passport!!

Well, finally managed to get myself a ticket to Krabi and Bali next year~!! This will be my Christmas present~!!! <3<3


ps, just sharing my happiness and excitements, not meaning to brag or anything ok. =)

Short Term Memory

I seriously think that this sickness is getting worse by days. At first, it was about forgetting little little things that could be forgiven.

Then, i went for MCD, at the cashier counter, i totally forgot i handed over the RM50 note, and i kept insisting that note was just right in my hands, but it suddenly went missing. I even doubt the indian guy in front of me took it without me noticing. And i started to panic and keep asking 'did you see my rm50 note?' all around. then 1min later, the cashier handed me the changes, n i smacked my head.

Today, i was working at a booth, and there's no pockets in my uniform to put my hp. So, i keep bringing it around, checking stock, moving stocks, taking ice etc. Then, i wanted to text my supervisor on the progress, and booom. i cant find my phone anywhere, on the booth, in the cabinet, in my bag. NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. IT'S STOLEN!!! I acted like a crazy fellow for 5whole minutes, then i went up to the promoter beside me n asked for her phone. after explaining my phone got stolen, the corner of my eye glanced at the teddy bear hanging on my phone. the phone. covered. in. papers. on. the. booth. x(

God, help me get rid of thisssss thinggggg!!!!! =(


Jess

#-#

开玩笑总要有个底线。
越过了，就不再只是个玩笑了。

有些过份的玩笑真的能伤到一个人，
只是那人不说,默默收在心里，别人也不会知道。
在不知情的状况下，就继续猛插血箭。

这次，超过了。
所以，真的真的请拿捏好玩笑的分寸。

努力并不是一切

终于到了这一天，终于要面临最大的考验。
为了准备这论文的Presentation，
已让我整整两天都睡不好，频频作噩梦，
程度严重到我甘愿起床也不想继续睡下去。

然而，当我那么用力的练习，
还是达不到老师的要求。
她给的评语让我想去撞墙，
我站在原地静静地听着评语，
时间长达三分钟。
简直像一世纪将久。

原本，很期待这最后一项功课的结束，
原本，以为一旦结束了我就一定会很开心，
开心到可以边跳舞边唱歌的那种程度，
但，我并没有。

我只是呆呆的在课室里等待，
等待我可以消化那些评语的那一刻。

不过，现实终归现实，
我相信以我了不起的失忆症能力，
很快就可以摆脱这阴影。

总之，还是要不停的努力，直到成功为止！！
人生啊，总是充满了挑战，
这才能活得是真实！=）

救命。。。

我自言对presentation 很没有信心，
说话会咬舌头，结巴，
简直烂到透顶。

更惨的是，
我视线只要一对到观众，
脑袋就会一片空白，
接下来要说的话全都忘光光。

老师还一直强调要有说服力，
拜托我看观众都有问题了还给我说服力嘞。
晕~~~

这几天只好日日夜夜对自己说话咯。
要加油~~~~
祝我好运吧!!
>.<


Jess

散步

十点钟，终于决定要独个儿去夜市走走。
头发没整理，换上衣服，带了钱包，电话和耳机就出门了。
我脚步很快的越过那暗巷，可能是音乐是快歌的关系，我很快就抵达夜市。
东看看，西看看，没舍新鲜东西，买了饮料又打回到府。

可能走累了，步伐慢了下来。
抬头看了看，走在前面的，是一家大小。
妈妈牵着小孩，过了一阵，爸爸弯下腰背小孩。
好幸福哦，小时候的我也是将的吧？

低下头看着昏黄的道路，
晚风徐徐吹来，
思绪又飘到太空，
有些想念某人，
又有些感慨。

打拼了二十个年头，
得到的要珍惜，
得不到就放手，
只是生命中的路人来来去去，
不知道以后会怎样呢？


Jess

背叛

看着网络文章，让我想到以前不开心的事。

好吧，以前算我不懂得分寸，不会拿捏做人该有的伪装，所以被摆了一道。

现在想回去，那场景真的很伤人，很不知所措。
当一起共事的朋友，把你围着一圈，
纷纷拿所有的XX小事轮流指着你，再坚强也不能忍受吧？
就连老师都出动了，全都摆成一道线，攻击你。

而你，一个人孤军作战，
只能麻木地退到墙边着接受所有指责。心凉啊。。

朋友，不是该在你做错事时，纠正你吗？
不是，他们是把所有错事累积在一起，然后在后面猛力插刀。
这是我那时的“朋友”。

谢谢你们，
让我早早见识人与人间利益冲突，
让我早早在冷血的环境作准备，
让我知道，人是要戴上面具的。

不过，也谢谢你们，
让我能清楚分辨，谁才是真正的朋友。
因为，幸运的我，现在知道我拥有着最真心的朋友。

YH.

Distance?

Somehow i feel the more senior we grow, the less time we have together. It cannot be denied that heavy assignments are one of the factor, major ones indeed. For me I'd need to stay home n crush my head into the assignments to get it done. So i won't get much time spent together. Another thing is, my time table is too freaking-ishly nicely fit. I'd only have 2 days class. like WTH??? 2 days?? then wat's for the other 5 days?? i guess the 5 days is just pure rotting, or working, or hanging at home.

Then, time flies, and we end up having less linking bonds. Or maybe i'm the only one with tonnes of free time. too much free time to think about nonsense, and to write this piece of junk too. Or maybe the truth is, by the time we graduate, we'd fling our head away and say goodbye. gah this thought is bugging me. i dont know y am i even writing this. just gonna keep babbling until i feel sleepy.

Ohya, tml i hav morning class. which, i'd only get to meet them in a more united-ly way. lets see if tommorow's gonna be a good day. i really hope its gonna be a good day.

Jess

心语录 #4

不管生活怎样打击你，摧毁你，恶整你，

有一件事你无论如何都不能放弃，

就是要一直保持开朗的笑容。

Be happy always,
Jess

Spooky

There's some spookily huge black recycle bag outside my house. and it's fully occupied inside, and it's located at just some seriously weird spot. not at the garbage area, but at the roadside.

i went out in the morning, a neighbor passed by n asked if i could report to police about that black bag. he said it might be a corpse coz it smells badly. and that bag is really big enough for a person's body. gahhh.. in dilemma, nobody's home. later i shud tell my dad to deal with it.

SO SPOOOKY!!!!! I had chills on my back whenever i looked at that bag. no courage to open it n check it for myself. will update on u guys. hope its not a corpse. *crossing fingers*

what a way to start a Monday,
Jess Lim

=)

So the thing is, i got a job to "tour guide" japanese kids around KL, and they are high school students!! Super exciting!!! you know??? it's like they come out from the comic books i used to read. XP It turned out that they are quite limited in English, and I'm quite limited in Japanese too... we spent the whole day having riddles. >.< Buy boy were they CUTE!!! especially when we cant communicate, they will discuss in japanese first, then only turn to face me and try to talk to me.

There's one guy here that looks alot like a friend of mine. guess who!! =)

They're having McD~!! Arent they cute???

3 of these girls, simply love them~!! <3

The girls gave me these~!! kitty and bears~!! ^^V

Finally bought this~!! Been longing to try you sticky!!!! =D



Wait for updates guys~!
Jess

@.@

已经开始有些许反感，
开始越管越宽了，
不知他在想什么，
不知我要什么。

不知道这样子对不对，
这是浪费大家时间吧？
其实。。。其实，
我知道不对，应该停止了吧。

一开始，就已经打错特错。
也许及时踩刹车，还能救吧。

雨天

我是爱情白痴，不会表达，不会感受，不会分辨。

别人一直以为我很厉害，其实我很笨。

我学不会付出，不为什么，只是怕受伤，很鸵鸟吧。

迷迷糊糊的在迷宫里兜来转去，搞得我头都晕了。

有时想想，算了吧，不是我的就不是我的。

当朋友也很好呀，至少关系不会搞僵。

人呀，要看开点，世界会更美好。

心语录 #3

清醒时，
可以很疯癫，
可以语无伦次，
可以扮到一副无所谓的样子。

一旦醉了，
就会变得异常安静，
会想要一个人呆着，
而自己编的白色谎言，
失去了意义。

心语录 #2

以为爱情像火车，
这班车不搭，
可以等下一班车。


可你不知道的是，
刚刚错过的，
就是未班车了。

心语录 #1

当一个人肯花时间认真地和你传简讯时，请你一定要珍惜这个人。

L

Tonight's gonna be a lonely night.
Nobody's home, the usual gang of friends went back hometown.
Even if i wanna go out, i dont think i have enough cash to entertain myself.

Just plainly stuck at home, been lying on my bed since 12pm, btw the time now is 7.18pm. Sometimes i think i have a really healthy waist, being able to stretch for such long hours.

Anyway, tonight is just me and myself again. nights peeps. =)

=)

Always stay strong enough to smile.
call it the only existing weapon that's available.

smile it off, it'll go away.
smile it off, nobody can harm you.
smile it off, be happy by yourself.
just, never forget to smile. =)

='(

今天哭了三次，不知道还会不会有第四次。
连哭都要忍着忍着哭，太难受了！！
真是遇到瓶颈了这次。好想逃避，可是时间有限。我不满！！！！！！

^^

有时呢，眼神的接触很重要。
或者说，眼神是最基本的交流。
没有他很难表达出我们在想什么，当然，是在没有说话的情形下。


然后呢，笑容是致命点。
他有传播快乐的能力。
你的笑可能是一个人一天里唯一快乐。
所以，多笑点吧！


再来呢，声音是独特的。
我自认有认声音的能力，只要是我朋友，我都可以认。
我觉得好听的声音是发自弯起的嘴角。
沙沙的声音其实也不错听。=）


这是我弹琴时总结的东西。请接纳！！XD


~ jess ~

"Holidays"

I've persuade myself so hard to update posts here. so here's a new one!!

Been having my holidays since 2 weeks ago, but in fact, i don't feel like i was actually having all the fun and relaxing at home like i usually did. So my last paper was on a Tuesday, and on Tuesday itself i went pulau redang, almost immediately. (i'll be posting bout redang asap >.<)and that's the 3 days that i had FUN. gosh i miss the beach >.< anyway, after the trip, i start working non stop. first dealing with the assignment, then went to be some promoter in midvalley's wedding fair. FYI, i stood for 3 whole days, legs nearly came off =S and of course, my shoe kept torturing my feet, which made it even more suffering for me. but i got to know new friends over there, they were all friendly and nice. but i doubt im gonna ever see them again >.< gonna miss their laughs so much!!

so after the fair was over, i took up another job. and this was so unexpected. a primary school teacher. HA HA HA HA!!! yes go ahead and laugh all you want. i was given standard 1 and 2 classes to handle. and they are of course cute, but naughty and talkative. i feel lucky to have been a prefect, got all the training i needed to control those bunch of kidsssss. i even dreamed of the kids, roar!!! need to get them off my mind!! booo!!

so here i am, preparing for the new sem, which is 2 days ahead. i dont feel like im having holidays!!! i wanna go back to redang. i miss redang. i love redang. T^T

~ jess with her holiday ~

One Night

12am driving on the road, there weren't that much of cars, so i didn't have to pay too much attention to the road. so i got my ipod earphones plugged into my ears, loud enough for the songs to flow within me.

i drove 60km/h, one of my slowest record ever since i started driving alone. wasn't bad at all. at least i get more time to think about things. i even had the thought of spending a whole night on the road, just listening to the song n having time by myself. self composing i guess.

n i just reminded myself, i got a comment from my lovely law lecturer. saying that i have language barrier. ouchh!!!! that is one knife stuck in me alright. will be finding ways to improve the bloody language. mouth lips and tongue please cooperate so i can speak fluently without those annoying uh um arrrrr laa!!! Anyway today's presentation was good. got myself a satisfying mark. they say i make funny faces during presentation, and i didn't even realize it. guess funny is in my blood, u just cant chase it away. =D

to compensate myself for forcibly printscreen the lawnotes into my brain, i went for a movie. "Just Go With It", i'd rate it 4.5/5. i just LOVEE ITT!! u can laugh as hard as u wish in there, nobody will be glaring a you. you can even sneak some tears outta the corner of ur eyes, nobody will notice it. hehe!!! n jennifer is plain PRETTY N HOT. love her eyes. =)

one day of tiredness,
~ jess ~

X。X

是时候来个改变了，有些地方连我自己都看不过眼，真想把自己打醒。有时候不经意就作出伤害人的事，而且是不经过脑袋的动作反应。曾老师说过，教过，说话要经过大脑，那我说，做事更要经过大脑。在乎的事情实在是小事一件，可偏偏就看不到更大的图片，搞砸了大局。我还笑人家，自己却做不来。矛盾。苦恼。

朋友说，有些事不用说到完，有些脸色也不用作到完给人家看。把不悦的心情按压在心里，也许就能挽救一些麻烦。不过我觉得后果会是由自闭症或心脏病啦，怪不健康的！我想活个80年勒，有没有可能啊？

有个女孩，她把身边的人全都推开。结果她世界里就只剩下她。想找个人说话都难，就不再说话，结果就变成哑巴了。

不是说，只要做自己就好吗？我也想！不过有时身不由己，做人要圆滑的点好，嘴巴甜点也好，笑容甜点更好！我正在努力当中！

给我加加油吧，快要走不动了，有谁能在前面拉我一把？


在黑暗当中的心情，
~ Jess ~

淡淡咸咸甜甜苦苦

淡淡咸咸甜甜苦苦。
有时候感情约淡越好，越少期望更好。
学了放弃，可是从没学会拿起。
逻辑也可以调反吗，不知道。
只知道如果知道答案就不会零鸡蛋了。
想想，有先知能力其实不错，会考虑去申请这种能力（前提有供应此能力）。
像插上了翅膀，快速穿越过往，可是翻阅速度太快，没能找到答案。
眼前一层白雾，浓到伸手不见五指，开眼睛等于没开，不如不开。
啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~~

大家好！！ =）

2011

This is the first post of the year. It's abit late but it's better than never, so HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

New sem, new classes, new lecturers, same classmates. Classes are on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. And i only get to meet up with most of my friends on Thursday T^T im already missing u guys d. oh well, im already in my senior year, less familiar faces, more new faces. Everyone is already getting graduated and started working, couldnt meet up in college anymore(sad part). But anyway, it'll be my turn very soon, so, be it.

i just learned that there's this new horoscope thingy this year. There's this new star, named Ophiuchus. Here are the 'real' dates of astrological signs:

Capricorn: Jan 20 to Feb 16.

Aquarius: Feb 16 to March 11.

Pisces: March 11 to April 18.

Aries: April 18 to May 13.

Taurus: May 13 to June 21.

Gemini: June 21 to July 20.

Cancer: July 20 to Aug 10.

Leo: Aug 10 to Sep 16.

Virgo: Sep 16 to Oct 30.

Libra: Oct 30 to Nov 23.

Scorpio: Nov 23 to 29.

Ophiuchus: Nov 29 to Dec 17.

Sagittarius: Dec 17 to Jan 20.

I WANT MY OLD HOROSCOPE BACK!!!! i dun like being a aquarius... =(



Jess