Lee Hom

力宏的演唱会，我敢说，真的不简单。这不是我第一次看演唱会，可是真的是我看到中最棒的！！

尤其它的荧光幕，那效果是一等一的美。一会儿下雪，一会儿在血红夕阳里；一会儿满天星空，一会儿在高山上。有一幕，力宏原地踏步，但银幕中，力宏正在走路。还有，他打败了所有荧幕里的敌人。

荧幕虽然很棒，但主角还是王力宏。

我不想逃避现实，力宏真的超级无敌帅！！！！！！！！

我的座位在很后边，只能看到小小的他。脸部表情完全看不到，只能看大电视，有小小的失望。

不过， 他竟然边唱边环场一圈，而我，竟可以近距离看到王力宏！！就一米的距离！！！我的天啊，眼神还对望了0.01秒！！！！电死我了，心都融了，他还对我们笑！！！！爱惨他了现在！！！ <3<3

我非常崇拜他，好像什么乐器都难不倒他。小提琴，二胡，吉他，电子吉他，鼓，钢琴，唱歌，跳舞，他统统都会！！！！他是花了多少时间才能掌握这些啊？ 不要告诉我他是天才，我不信！！他只是多才多艺！！不过也够迷人的了！！

爱上你了，力宏！<3

020312

Finally turned 22 years old now. It's as if I've been waiting to reach this age for a long time. Been telling people I'm 22 even though I was only 21. Anyway, it's the first time I spent my birthday working. Not bad, still contented.

So here is how i celebrated for my 22nd. =)

First, my best male buddy brought me to lunch at Sakae Sushi. I picked the spot for convenience, but the food for my long cravings. Talking bout this guys, he's been working for so long already, even though he's younger than me by few months, i still can't accept it. I should be the one making money first! In sense of elderness. but anyway, he was so generous to treat me sushi, and i took as many as i could eat. and tada~~~~ FAV UDON!!!!! =D thankiew JJ~!! love you for a lifetime!!! =)

Next, my boss aka god brother and colleague joined for lunch. Made friends bonding. XP and then they took me to dinner at Kaki Corner, one of my favourite spot for chilling and hanging out. The singers there sang a happy birthday song for the kid nex to my table, while i silently enjoy the song too. XP I had brown sauce chicken~~ one of my fav dishes!!

Then we headed straight for band practice, and there's where i got to blow cakes~ n yeah, im the so called yellow ranger in the team, for being called sunflower. LOL.

and my lovely band members jammed the birthday song to me. With me sitting right at the centre of all of their amps and speakers. Heart raced, blood rush, ears thumped. Awesomest song i ever had!!!! ears couldnt hear for a minute or two after that, but yeahh!!! we rocked the house again!! XP

What came next, my awesomest buddies from kisiao came to cheras for me!!!! I'm so loved!!!! I know most of them worked that day, but despite their tiredness, they came. I'm seriously touched guys. you the best!!! i blew candles from an orange cake from starbucks *credits to ilex*, and they wished me happy birthday, right at the end of my day. =') it's good to have u guys to be with me. =')


They gave me books to read, a whole set of vampire diaries, which I've been wanting to try out, but i didnt due to financial incapabilities. *hearts*

And a friend who succeeded in surprising me with a bombastic hard disk drive. Thank you. It's as if u can read my mind. =)

Happy Birthday to me. Long live the Jess. =)

现在

此刻心情，淡淡的幸福，点点的忧伤。
享拥着短短的宁静，很珍惜现在空出的时间。
真的恨不得把每一点时间很充实的过完。

不一样了，做工忙到我想看一部电影的时间都没有。
现在我只能和一般人一样，去看看周末的影片，想使用我学生的权利也不能。
和别人一样的时间上班，和别人一样的时间下班。
望着那可恶的车海，真希望我能飞着回家。

不过这样也好，让我早一点适应往后的日子，
让我早一点点麻痹。
日子，总是要过的。

大新年

又是一年一度的新年啦！！总觉得今年新年来得好快，还没准备好迎接它就到了。

因为工作关系，除夕团圆饭没能吃到。虽然已经很尽力得赶回家，可家人竟没等我开饭。亏我还拼命要求上司让我break两个钟，还特地赶回家吃饭再赶回去做工。回到家竟然全部人都吃完了，在睡觉。不知是我太重视这顿饭还是怎样。爸爸看我回来了，去叫醒妈妈让她陪我吃饭。很感谢爸爸妈妈，虽然吃饱了还特地陪我吃，现在想起还眼睛湿湿呢！有说不出的感动。。=')

然后初一到啦，今天两点才回到马六甲，实在太赛车了。然后就像赶场似的去拜年。亲戚看到我都说我变了，变得成熟了，好像出了社会的样子。可能是发型关系吧。一个两个都叫我去做模特儿。不过，爸爸不给我也没办法。XP

看到疼我的姨丈，就大谈特谈起来。我告诉他，我以后要有一台BMW。
他说很好，有能力买一台是好事。可是，如果有能力让别人送一台BMW就更厉害了。
他这句话让我深思啊，很有道理的一句话。提点了即将出社会的我，人际关系能给人影响很大。自己好自为之。

过后终于和久违的表兄弟见面。很想念以前我们一起闹着玩的日子，总是胡混在一起。现在长大了，要玩得颠也有点困难啊。

我们来期待未过完的信念吧！要快乐噢！！=D

很老套的一句，新年快乐！！！！

Breakeven? Hell no.

Beautiful cover for the song. Credits to Chelsie.

Not gonna trap myself anymore,
not when the sky is so broad,
not when the future awaits.

Thank you. Good bye. =)

假设，如果。

其实，
可能，
或许，

失恋，
没什么大不了。

可能，自己被逼身在其中，
只能无力地在伤痛里徘徊。

可能，自己下意识地夸大所有感官，
让所有人事物影响自己。

或许，
只是想籍着它们来重温所有甜蜜回忆。

又或者，只是自己跟自己过不去，
偏偏就是要转牛角尖。

可是，如果这些“可能”都是真的话，
就不会有人哭泣了。
就不会有人心碎了。
就不会有人伤心了。

如果不是真心喜欢，就不要随便踏进去。

最近

最近满享受一个人的感觉。
一个人逛街，一个人逛书局，
一个人驾车，一个人听音乐。
很悠闲，很自在。

换作以前的我，
如果一个人逛街，我会觉得是极大的羞耻。
现在，如果一个人在外面吃饭我都可以接受（虽然暂时还没经历过）。

长大了，思想也不同了。
今年，我即将二十二岁，正式进入大人区。
我得承认，我老了。>.<