Puff

What did i do for the past few weeks? nothing special. its either i grow rotten with a mushroom on top of my head, or i'll be pressured for the sales from my work.

Anything special on christmas? hmmm, i worked during that time. nothing special though. was quite emo for the eve, but the xmas day wasnt that bad, although no sales for me. guess santa just wouldnt meet up with me eh? got a warm hearted call from college buddies, Mr Tee, inviting me to a yumcha session, as a celebration, though i ffk bcoz was just too tired. but it made me happy for the night. =)

didnt go for any trip in this holiday. planned a few n all tak jadi. so the 'gray heart'. if u get wat i mean. think im getting older. n older-er now. soon i'll be growing white hair outta my head. goooossshhh... then my 1 year old nephew will turn into a 20 year old kid in no time. time flies eh... time flies.. >.<

speaking of working. this is gonna sound crazy, but im going share it anyway. i couldnt go to sleep bcoz of the work. i dont know why. too stressed. too worried. lack of confidence i guess. even if i am into sleep, i'll be having nightmares about my works. so i'll turn up with a big dark circle around my eyes. even my co-workers laugh at me for being so wirehead. @.@

so the schedule is like this:
fri sat sun, work = cannot sleep = super tired + stress
mon - thur = most likely stay home n rot my lung out.
soooo niceeeee~~~~~

anyway, imma most likey pindah out for the next sem. just for the next sem. will be spending alot i guess. so i ought to work more to earn more so that i can spend more. agree?

gud news : MY SIS BOUGHT ME A DOLPHINE DOLL. a pink one. hehehehhee. a cute one. sorry victor. =) its a FISH. XDDDDDDD u must be thinking im so lucky to have this wonderful sista, but she told me to buy her another doll for her. so watya think now? lol

thats for it now. cant think of more to puff out. miao.

Jess Lim

圣诞 。"快乐"

有时真觉得很无奈。怎么会有人把自己的错都怪在他人身上。还把自己的说辞说得头头是道。无奈呀。。

圣诞节并没有什么了不起的，也没有什么特别的，就是365天里的其中一天。并不是说一定会很顺利地过完这一天。

小时候天真的相信有圣诞老公公，长大了就得现实一点吧！

加油！！要认真地过着每一天！

11/15

今晚，我想起你了。想必你忙着打理自己的生活吧。
只想说一句，好久不见了。

11/11

am busy typing. typing both in fb, fb group, fb msg, msn and typing in blog. weeeeeeeee~~ u cant blame me, im too free. waiting for class to start. takda benda nak buat. line is soooooooo slow in the library.

i ate in subway for breakfast, drank white coffee, chit chat, discussed the pros n cons of me moving out. note tht its the pros n cons for those hu live with me, no for myself. so the conclusion is; there's no pros. so called cost centered. grrrrrrrrrrr. u never know wat pros u'll get ok?? i'll prooove it!!! n i mean it!!!

ok back to my schedule, aku last minutely re-read my presentation slides, n did the presentation. lecturer said its was detailed and nice. WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. AWESOME~~ credits to my groupmates~ awesomely shaun and awesomely victor. class ends at 1.30pm. next class starts at 3.30pm.

2HOURS KOSONG. tapi nic ilex vic n yancy teman aku sama sama bored ^^v


Jess

7.34AM

the time now is just as the title have shown. EARLY in the morning. no exams, no assignments, just plainly couldnt sleep. i think its my turn to have insomnia, kena infected by victor =(

everyones asleep, even my parents, who usually wake up at 6am++ for work. so anyways, im thinking how to arrange my time this semester. hectic period coming again, all those assignment due dates, presentations, you name it. not to mention im a last min person, u can imagine the stress i face. sometimes i really wanted to start an assignment earlier, but it always ended up procrastinated. i dont know why. its nature i guess.

Also, i made a proposal to my parents, one for me to move out for the next semester. since i'll be having 4 days stuck in college, might as well live there. but expenses is a problem, so i nid a clean budget before i really decide. Being a final year student is one of the main thing that urged me to move out. one thing for sure, i wont get to often see my college buddies after we graduate, coz they are all over malaysia, from johor to perak, seremban, banting. scattered perfectly. even if they stayed in KL to work, they'll be too busy handling their new life. so might as well just enjoy the bestest time for the last year.


Happy Deepavali,
Jess

@.@

没有很在意，只是一下下的小小失望啦。
有时在想为什么会住得那么远，想要随时赴约都不可以。
很多原因都弄到不方便出来，那天也不知是情绪化还是不爽，就突然摆臭脸，虽然只是一下，但我相信是有人看到拉。
唉。。。 理智点啦小姐，不要回到以前那个怪物浆。。
现在是胡乱的打字，想到什么就打，看回去真的什么都不明白。

不管啦，笑一笑当不知道！！

pling plang

i think i just got my heart broken a moment ago. but after some time, its not really counted as one. haiseh. one down. FML. i dont like the feeling weh. go away~ shoo shoo!!

Random thoughts

听着“离不开他”的时候，脑海突然闪过一些想法。
女生一定要为情所伤吗？为什么不可以潇洒的离开呢？
以后我如果将不好运，男朋友如果真的是贱男人，一定要干脆一点的分手，绝对不容许我自己乖乖的忍受。
就算很伤很难过都要走人，所谓长痛不如短痛嘛。

娃哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈哈。本人太喜欢胡思乱想了，这篇文章只是一些小小想法啦，朋友说到时我做到再讲。〉。〈

Friday

Got my day fully packed!! Went for ice skating in the day, n the crowd over there was huge... had problem making ways for me to pass.. the GOOD NEWS is, I DIDN'T FALL!! not even once~~!! woooohooooooo~ n bad news is, my legs n feet are sore.... they're in pain.. and a little bruised. i broke my record for changing the skating shoes for 3 times!! first time, the blade cutter thing was gone, so i cant jalan. CHANGE. second time, the blade was not in balance length for left n right leg, made me wanna fall. CHANGE. third time, the right blade was too tajam, HAHA. i cant even stop, it'll make me fall oso. CHANGE. the kakak there has so much patience!!! thumbs up!! XD

at night, planned to yumcha with my kakizz, but they oni turned up at 9pm (u were all alte! =p) so i havta spend one hour hanging alone in psr mlm and leisure mall. to my surprise, it wasnt so bad at all. i was planning to go burn time in comic rental shop, but when i walk to leisure mall, i changed my direction to the "dai gei chiong". played shooting basketball thr. quite satisfying, looked around, n play some other games. alone. but not bad feel. hehehehehe~ after tht went to walk around, n the hour passed.

yumcha was great. hehehe. all were in high spirits, ada babi joanne, JJ and my new fren, xiao feng~! =) discussed mainly about ren sheng da dao li. until we havta go home. hahahaha.

got the chance to know 2 new friends today ^^V Claire + Xiao Feng. hehehehe~~!! =)

~ jess ~

Re-arranging thoughts

My way of living, is to put on a smile, as if there's nothing to worry, and I don't give a damn about them. People come and go, yes that's a fact and we are all aware of that.

This moment, we are very close friends, then we had to say goodbye and separate our ways to walk forward. When we turn around to say Hello, it's like that's the only thing we can say. HELLO. BYE. Well, not to say all, but in MOST cases is that the bond will fade, and, well, life goes on.

I've known this very well, just that it stroke me again. And at a moment back there i was about to lose focus. 10 seconds of pulling back helped. What about that? Nothing. Don't put in too much, it's alright, just let it be that way. What I have to do is put on the smile, and show it nicely to everyone. =) yeap, just like that. And life goes on.

Cheers~~ =)

~ jess ~

Hebe-寂寞寂寞就好

歌名：寂寞寂寞就好
歌手：田馥甄 Hebe




還是原來那個我 不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有 早點看破 才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉



很棒的一首歌，真的很喜欢！！ 谢谢可薇的分享！！ ^^V

Holiday is Awesome~!!

Hey yo everyone!!! I just finished half of my holiday, and it was awesomely fun!! Suddenly feeling unsatisfied that my precious holiday is scratched down to 9 days, 9 DAYS!! 3 weeks = 21 days - 12 days = 9 DAYS!! lol. oki ignore my whining, and lemme get started =)

Been to PD, 3D2N, so far the BEST trip i'v went to. right after that, I kept running down to subang, the frequency rate is so damn high, even my best buddy Joanne asked me why i kept running back down to subang during holidays. HAHA. i dont know too!! =p I guess i just wanted to hang out with them =) Even spent one night over there a.k.a running away from home. of course, with my mom's permission given la! And the first time in my life i went to neway at midnight. crazy bunch of people. was half asleep in there but still wanted to tahan and sing. i can call it a self abuse action.

Also spent time with my Joanne mui mui. LOL. hang out, comic, movie, lunch, dinner, yumcha, singk, pcfair along with Mr Ian and his 'family' XD Feels good talking to her, we can talk about EVERYTHING, dong nan xi bei yi qi lai~ This is some weird thing, we dont understand how we become this close, different age, different gangs of friends, but still we get along well. WEIRDDD. but nice =3

Met up with high skul friends, was a farewell for Eugene. Guess he's having fun in Iowa right now eh, kinda miss him when he's not around =( Feels good sharing things with him, sometimes discussing certain things or something, the way he thinks is uhhh.. how do we call that, unique. lol.

Anyway, i'll fully occupy my last 9 days of holiday, before i get all craze up for the classes nx sem. =)


~ jess ~

='(

这种感觉真的很难受。
很生气，很想杀人，很想狠狠的折磨她。
可是又觉得很委屈，不甘心。
眼泪就不知不觉地流出来了。
为什么不可以普普通通？为什么就是要接受考验？？
很讨厌，真的很不喜欢这样。
我想离开。
真的想走。

PD Trip

woooooooohooooooooo~~!! hey peeps~~ im BACK!!! =D

PD TRIP WAS GREAT, FUN, INCREDIBLE, REMARKABLE, AND AWEEESOMMEEEEE~~!!!

n im missing it right now. it made me feel like i was living with my friends, not about school or work, but juz being there with u and simply hanging out.

there's alot of surprises in this trip, i could say it is full with ups n downs =D

alrite, we were encountered with police everyday in this trip.. dont know wat luck we had la. First Bok's car was stopped by a ronda-in g police car. Chelsie and me thought tht the looks of goldfish Nic and Lala Bok made the police suspect that they are kidnapping 3 innocent child (Pei fern, Qian ting and uhhhhhhh Chee wei? dont think so). so the police asked for their headings and IC. n actually the reason is chee wei was smiling to the police officers. LOL. the first time i saw police shining siren behind us. nearly got an heart attack. lolz
the following day, we had a car crash, and we ended up in the balai polis of Port Dickson LOL. we were stuck thr for about 2hours. with great luck, we won the case (but obviously we will win lah)

next one up, the first alcohol night, more than half of the gang were down. they drank and puke. it was a mess!!! hahahahaha.. shaun our nanny was too busy settling everyone down, while chee wei was busy buli-ing the drunk ones, and our beloved raymond was busy taking ugly photos. LOL. the Survivors were Lett, Xiao yi, Bok, Chee wei, Raymond, Shaun and ME!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ we rock!!! XD

when the sun rises, and everyone has woke up, we decided to stay for another night last minute-ly. we head for ilex hour n gosh!! her house was damnnn big n comfortable!! we had our 18SG Truth or Dare section, getting tickets to go for the extreme shows, discovering dares more than truths. lol. then later at night we had pillow talks, heartache punya story telling event. wuwuwuwuwu... n end up sleeping at 430am =)

I loved the trip, really, very muchh!! and thx to nic that fetch me home lahh~~ heheheh~ ma fan sai~ =p

through this trip, i know more of u better, silly faces and serious matters. well, i announce this trip as THE TRIP!!!

ps: pics to be seen in my facebook account~ =)

~ jess lim ~

Nimo

Life is getting pretty intense lately.
Problems popping out messing up everything.
Don't know what will happen soon.
Lets pray everything will be just fine.
Hallelujah. *fingers crossed*


nimo-ing

一切都还好

对，一切都还好，只是昨天小小的崩溃一下。
各位朋友们，真得不好意思，下到你们了。
其实我不知道为什么会变到将，本来没有东西的，可是当我问了将多老师后还不能时，我真的不知道该怎么办了，然后那老师过来问候，就真的BEHTAHAN了。。 嗨哟。。。 鱼到暴。。
我知道你们笑我像小孩子。。是的，当我拿出糖果时，我听到你们在笑。
总之，谢谢你们的体谅拉。 =）

胡思乱想

也许没痛过，所以不知道幸福是什么

很多故事在身边打转

很多烦恼不能解决

很多眼泪流不完

看到的都是悲剧

是不是不去尝试，就永远不会痛？


胡思乱想 上

加油！

女孩，别哭了。 要振作哦！

我会为你打气的。也会让出我的肩膀，虽然有点硬，不过将就一下啦！

总之，笑一笑，没有什么是过不了的！！ =）


好友 上

Zzz

i really dont like to be used. If u want to get her, u should do it yourself, what's the point of dragging me out?

Dude, let me tell you, it's too obvious that you're using me.

And i dont think i have the time for you. Too bad.

5 things in my summer holiday

NUMBER 1

im one that loves junkfoods.
jellybeans, lollipops, potato chips, sweets, tako tako, ice creams, chocolates!! u name it. =D

so i've spent my holiday eating these. hahahhaa.
i bought chocolate bars with 6x3, and finished it within an hour. and a new bar for the second day, and finished it. n i hope i dun get diabetes. lol

____________________________________________________________________________________

NUMBER 2

i was watching dae jang geum all over again, the tradition korea drama, with lotsa cookings =D i juz love jang geum, she is awesome. LOVE HER!!! and also the male officer in it =p
muaaaawahahhahaahahha~

____________________________________________________________________________________

NUMBER 3

sometimes i just wanna rot. u know, just plainly go rotten. its good for health at times. especially after u went through too much of stress n pressure.

so its good to just stay home n goyang kaki. i mean, watch drama, anime, comic, novels, hohoho.. i haven done these in ages. n yeah, it feels good!!!

_____________________________________________________________________________________

NUMBER 4

well, i said i wanted to play piano kao kao. but in the end, ermm.. this is so dissapointing, i juz did nothing on it T-T

half of "telephone" from lady gaga, a cacat version.
practised a FIR song, named "wo men de ai", i loved that song since i first heard it. got the score ages ago, as in few years ago, but i never went playing it. the reason is plain ridiculous.

breathe deep b4 u see the reason,

> because i didnt want to ruin the song. LOL

stupid yeah i know =S but the song was so beautifully made by FIR. n everytime i play it seems to play WRONG n it doesnt please my ears. *sigh*

____________________________________________________________________________________

NUMBER 5

my lovely nephew> hong rui, is getting smarter =3
he learn to hold things, grab things, hit things, pull my hair .

i heard him saying MAMAMA~ hahahhahahaha~!!
so ADORABLE+CUTE+JUST SO CUTE!!

i cant get my eyes off him n smile at him whenever he's around. =3

_____________________________________________________________________________________

^^V
lets start my summer class happily =)

~ jess ~

人从众

做回自己，最自在。
不想模仿，不想太假。
最真的，还是本性。

学会

1. 学会冷血，只对对我好的人好，对某些人，简直就是浪费感情
　　
2. 学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着
　　
3. 学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，世界总是孤单的

4. 学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，自己笑给自己看，自己哭给自己听
　
5. 学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默
　　
6. 学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了
　　
7. 学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐
　　
8. 学会满足，所谓知足常乐
　　
9. 学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做
　　
10. 学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气
　　
11. 学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事

12. 学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手

小时 X 现在

最近找回了几个小学同学，因为不同班，所以已经是断了联系。
可是通过 FB， 竟然给我找到他们， 也算是有缘啦。。

第一个印象，是很陌生，他们的脸似陈相识，可又不是记忆中的那张脸。也困扰了一下才敢说话。。 怕是认错了人。。

结果说着说着，小时候的习惯也跟着出来。然后就是死命的回忆小时候的生活。可有些画面飘飘浮浮，不知道是想象力作怪还是真的有那么一回事。 人老了拉。。记忆力也不如以前了 XD

时间真是飞得快，转眼十年就过去了。真的是十年呀。。

我要努力找回他们！替我加油吧！！ 加油加油!!

又甜又苦。。



毓惠

i am stuck!!

im stuck in college!!!!!
for 2 hours++ long!!

n im bored!!
couldnt go to 6th floor since the teacher is teaching =S
can oni hang out in 3rd floor.. which is y im spamming my own blog now.
lol

oki, later going for lagoon.
first thing to note, MUST APPLY SUNBLOCK EVERY 2 HOURS!!
then i'll have my lunch.
mmm... then i'll finish up my works tht im supposed to finish yesterday.

hopes everything goes well today, bcoz i had a really awful morning.
so cheer me up my friends!!! =D

stuck stuck stuck stuckkkkk,
~ jess ~

SLCamp

went for this camp for 3 days 2 nites. n i oni made the decision to go the day before we depart. its all the adrenaline rush. lol.

here's 10 small notes of wat i've been through:

1) got into team Alpha and made our own flag, drama and cheer. we are PACMAN. =p

2) abseiling from a 60feet high building. ehh it was a disaster T-T couldnt get myself to form an L shape. >.<

3) climbed a 10feet wall, n gone through lotsa ropes obstacle (super challenging for me lah)

4) jumped into the pool, it was quite shallow tht time, about my knee length. water was cleaner than i expected. but lotsa bugs inside >.<

5) their meal were all DELICIOUS~!! =D or maybe we're jz too hungry? =p

6) had an awesome campfire, the fire was 2-3 of my height. gigantic, n lovely. =p n HOT.

7) the stars were amazing, it could be better without lights >.<

8) build a raft by ourselves, ride on the raft, n yeah, it floated!! =D n it could hold 10+ ppl =3

9) got quite a sun burn. for being exposed to the sun too much. skin peeling off now =S

10) had a GREAT AWESOME FUN HAPPY 3 days with my team mates n frens~! =D


yes its tiring, but its worth it, worth much more than the tiredness costs. =)

tanned,
~ jess ~

oki.
im determined to learn piano kao kao this holiday.

will be focusing on playing by ear of pop songs, and maybe one or two classical songs. heeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee

just wait n see!!

oh, i havta cut my nails in order to play T-T
thts the sad thing T0T

~ jess ~

HOLIDAYSS~!!

OFFICIALLY STARTED MY HOLIDAYS~~~ WOOOOOOHOOOOOO~!!

first thing i've done after the last paper was watch IP MAN 2.
it was super hyper nice~! n fun to watch
well, i admit i was abit too noisy inthe cinema, but it was all becoz i got too involved inthe movie, rite jojo? =p
ip man is NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol

oki then i got stuck in jam for 1.5hours to get home.
n had my long gone sleeps =D

n today, as the starting day of my holidays,
watched Fushigi Yugi The Mystery Play from 10am till 6pm. non stop.
n thts y i have my eyes sore right now. i feel like sleeping againn >.<

later i'll be enjoying foods from pasar malam, so pray tht it wont rain oki??
hehehhehehehee~~~!!!
after tht will be movie sessions~!!
no full house for puppy love pleaseee~!!

aight, i shall continue watching the anime~
buai~!


holiday MOOD,
~ jess ~

moments to remember

i sat by the doorstep moment ago,
spending precious time with Spikey.

i didn't do this for quite a while, a long while,
always saying i will do this other time when i'm free.

n today, where i havent started to study tml's paper,
i simply wanted to spend time with him.

it wasnt the time that we don't have,
it's the heart that we lacked.

well, i was very much enjoying it,
spikey was super obedient today, extra bonus cute =)

i just opened the door n he came by my side,
sitting at first, after minutes of stroking his fur,
he went laying comfortably on the floor.
awwww he is just as cute as ever.

it was calming, i feel peace just by sitting there,
looking at the people walking by,
enjoying the green scenary, just to relax my eyes,
and the whether was nice, windy and smooth.

spikey even had his head lying against my ankle.
his ears was fun to play with, making different shapes n all. =p

it was so sudden my mood changed to sadness,
they said dogs can only live for 10 years.
n spikey is already 8 years old.
i cannot imagine if anything happens.
it will never be the same again. ='(


ps: my hand went black. =S

mistress of spikey,
~ jess ~

un-dust

my blog had been deserted!!!!
n here i am to the rescue~!! =D

oki just some short updates.
final's in a week time.. 5 sub n i jz studied NOTHING.
oh oh i finished ALLLL i mean ALLL of my assignments =)
so productive~!! =3

n i will enjoy my holiday to the max right after my finals.
wooohoo~!!
holidays~~
cant wait~!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaahahahhahahahahhaaha


life is just great~~ =D

~ jess ~

知足

看了朋友的部落格，很具影响力。
他说，要知足。就三个字，看是简单，可是又几个能做到？

可能不是很富裕，可是我有家。
或许我不能拥有所有我要的东西，可是我拥有所有我需要的东西。

我有家人，朋友陪在我身边。
在我难过的时候，总有人陪我分担。
在我开心的时候，又有人和我分享。
简简单单，就已经满足了。

我没有自己的车，可是我可以驾车。
我没有很好的琴，可是我可以弹琴。
我头脑不错，可以努力读书。
我五肢健全，可以工作赚钱。

知足了，自然而然就开心了。=）


~ jess ~

淡了

快乐，是不是那一瞬间的忘却和放下？
明知道一切是假的，却把它当成真的。

是不是只要不在乎，就可以避免伤害？
如果是的话，也许冷淡就是一种自我保护。


惠

cny mode

im still in cny mood!!!
n i had a very interesting cny this year!!!

went out for 5 days in a row, and each time out by morning and back by midnite.
i was exhausted!! but it was fun!!!
n i got calls from my dad each nite, now im feeling guilty for not being a good girl =X

hang out with lotsa old frens, which i haven seen in ages, n yes i missed them so much >.<

high skul mates >>



primary skul matess >>



tuition frens >>




ohya, went to the genting cny lunch buffet. it was AWESOME!!! I felt like i was some very high status person, the entrance was very huge, with red carpet and chinese lions and drums and people standing at the side to welcome u. arghhh, oh ohhh.. and it was in the grand ballroom in first world!! its NICEEE!!!!! i wanna go there again>.<
the food is awesome, go see it in my facebook picture. it is truely amazing!!


n now, its time for assignments n quiz n midterms.. say bye bye to cny >.<


~ jess ~

CNY shopping!!!

i got ALOT of things from shopping today~
destination is time square plus sg wang.

and i got:
2 new tops
1 short pants
1 vincci sunglasses
1 cap
2 belts

all of the above within the budget of RM100!!!!
wahahhahahahahah~~ i feel so good =p
maybe shopping really does cure things
but it is definately TIRING!!!
legs cramp.. for walking 6hours in the place. omigod. its a good sport though =D


happie cny peeps!!!
~ jess ~

Hachiko, a dog's story

i LOVE this movie!!!! LOTTTTZZZZZ!!!
n im introducing to my dear readers,
*drumrolls*
HACHIKO!!!!!

it is a very lovely story, cried so hard.
deep thoughts n touching.
n made me love my spikey even more!!!
i shall talk no more, here's the picture and trailer of it. =)



n the trailer~





he never stopped believing when everyone else did,
he never took one day off when everyone else try to forget,
to him, there's only one owner. not the family, but just the owner.


~ jess ~

exerciseS

played badminton 11am-4pm.
today i got sweat =) but my shirt is still dry LOL
very cigek game, finally not lazy n started chasing the balls
good improvement~ =p
though i ended up with few bruises n pain today T-T

lunch+yumha 4-7pm
but problems r still unsolved =X
cheer up buddy!!

basketball 730-930pm
this is very interesting, verylucky to keep my nails not-broken =D
n wow, i can shoot!!! maybe its a talent XD
but sana still ada gao shou la...they all 'dai qiu' till veli super geng, sumo got turn de. salute salute.
oh n there's another shooter, 99% enter rate. =p
plus many bumps they had, concluded tht basketball is a very dangerous game =X


extreme-exercised-day,
~ jess ~

just got to realised im good at hurting people.
being numb is not an excuse i know.
always thought to be someone nice,
yet thoughtlessly put the scar on.
stupid. plus idiot.

cleared,
stupid person

simple. yet crazy

we sang happy birthday song in the flying swing,
we shouted the song with our voices left behind,
and the swing just kept flying in a circle,
its nuts, but its so much fun.

we gossiped and made the dares,
but the target was gone.
and left me regretted down here,
if we did it, it should be idiotic n fun.

we rolled n rolled on the bed,
left and right, up and down,
laughter rolls in together with us,
yes its dumb, but its fun.

we went to the pirate ship,
and we sang poker face in there,
with our hands in the air when we're flying down,
ohh its scary, but its fun too.


let us hold tight again,
we shall not be separated no matter what,
because with us together,
we will have the brightest smile.

~ jess ~

back to college

awwww im going back to college next week.

have my classes on mon, tue and thur. so peeps, i'll be free on wed n fri~~ weeeeeeee~
ps: i'll be super free now in college~ but abit not biasa with the freedom >.<

n i need money!!! money money come to me!!! intro me some tuition jobs pleaaase n thank u~~!! wanna get the guitar fixed T-T


pps: who wanna join to jam in a studio? hehehe. finding kaki to jam.. come come~~

n yeah, new year new sem new life~ keep smiling be happie~!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

end of post,
jess

get outta my way

i wanna find a way to earn great money,
i wanna try living outside by my own,
i wanna get my life full of freedom,
i wanna live my life as how i wish it to be,
i wanna get myself satisfied without looking at others black faces,
i wanna get rid of this.

n i shall do it all by myself.

i dunwanna be locked up anymore,
this just aint fair.
i hate this,
i just wanna live the way i want,
stop controlling me,
its irritating.


bugged,
jess.