Friday

Got my day fully packed!! Went for ice skating in the day, n the crowd over there was huge... had problem making ways for me to pass.. the GOOD NEWS is, I DIDN'T FALL!! not even once~~!! woooohooooooo~ n bad news is, my legs n feet are sore.... they're in pain.. and a little bruised. i broke my record for changing the skating shoes for 3 times!! first time, the blade cutter thing was gone, so i cant jalan. CHANGE. second time, the blade was not in balance length for left n right leg, made me wanna fall. CHANGE. third time, the right blade was too tajam, HAHA. i cant even stop, it'll make me fall oso. CHANGE. the kakak there has so much patience!!! thumbs up!! XD

at night, planned to yumcha with my kakizz, but they oni turned up at 9pm (u were all alte! =p) so i havta spend one hour hanging alone in psr mlm and leisure mall. to my surprise, it wasnt so bad at all. i was planning to go burn time in comic rental shop, but when i walk to leisure mall, i changed my direction to the "dai gei chiong". played shooting basketball thr. quite satisfying, looked around, n play some other games. alone. but not bad feel. hehehehehe~ after tht went to walk around, n the hour passed.

yumcha was great. hehehe. all were in high spirits, ada babi joanne, JJ and my new fren, xiao feng~! =) discussed mainly about ren sheng da dao li. until we havta go home. hahahaha.

got the chance to know 2 new friends today ^^V Claire + Xiao Feng. hehehehe~~!! =)

~ jess ~

Re-arranging thoughts

My way of living, is to put on a smile, as if there's nothing to worry, and I don't give a damn about them. People come and go, yes that's a fact and we are all aware of that.

This moment, we are very close friends, then we had to say goodbye and separate our ways to walk forward. When we turn around to say Hello, it's like that's the only thing we can say. HELLO. BYE. Well, not to say all, but in MOST cases is that the bond will fade, and, well, life goes on.

I've known this very well, just that it stroke me again. And at a moment back there i was about to lose focus. 10 seconds of pulling back helped. What about that? Nothing. Don't put in too much, it's alright, just let it be that way. What I have to do is put on the smile, and show it nicely to everyone. =) yeap, just like that. And life goes on.

Cheers~~ =)

~ jess ~

Hebe-寂寞寂寞就好

歌名：寂寞寂寞就好
歌手：田馥甄 Hebe




還是原來那個我 不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有 早點看破 才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉



很棒的一首歌，真的很喜欢！！ 谢谢可薇的分享！！ ^^V

Holiday is Awesome~!!

Hey yo everyone!!! I just finished half of my holiday, and it was awesomely fun!! Suddenly feeling unsatisfied that my precious holiday is scratched down to 9 days, 9 DAYS!! 3 weeks = 21 days - 12 days = 9 DAYS!! lol. oki ignore my whining, and lemme get started =)

Been to PD, 3D2N, so far the BEST trip i'v went to. right after that, I kept running down to subang, the frequency rate is so damn high, even my best buddy Joanne asked me why i kept running back down to subang during holidays. HAHA. i dont know too!! =p I guess i just wanted to hang out with them =) Even spent one night over there a.k.a running away from home. of course, with my mom's permission given la! And the first time in my life i went to neway at midnight. crazy bunch of people. was half asleep in there but still wanted to tahan and sing. i can call it a self abuse action.

Also spent time with my Joanne mui mui. LOL. hang out, comic, movie, lunch, dinner, yumcha, singk, pcfair along with Mr Ian and his 'family' XD Feels good talking to her, we can talk about EVERYTHING, dong nan xi bei yi qi lai~ This is some weird thing, we dont understand how we become this close, different age, different gangs of friends, but still we get along well. WEIRDDD. but nice =3

Met up with high skul friends, was a farewell for Eugene. Guess he's having fun in Iowa right now eh, kinda miss him when he's not around =( Feels good sharing things with him, sometimes discussing certain things or something, the way he thinks is uhhh.. how do we call that, unique. lol.

Anyway, i'll fully occupy my last 9 days of holiday, before i get all craze up for the classes nx sem. =)


~ jess ~

='(

这种感觉真的很难受。
很生气，很想杀人，很想狠狠的折磨她。
可是又觉得很委屈，不甘心。
眼泪就不知不觉地流出来了。
为什么不可以普普通通？为什么就是要接受考验？？
很讨厌，真的很不喜欢这样。
我想离开。
真的想走。

PD Trip

woooooooohooooooooo~~!! hey peeps~~ im BACK!!! =D

PD TRIP WAS GREAT, FUN, INCREDIBLE, REMARKABLE, AND AWEEESOMMEEEEE~~!!!

n im missing it right now. it made me feel like i was living with my friends, not about school or work, but juz being there with u and simply hanging out.

there's alot of surprises in this trip, i could say it is full with ups n downs =D

alrite, we were encountered with police everyday in this trip.. dont know wat luck we had la. First Bok's car was stopped by a ronda-in g police car. Chelsie and me thought tht the looks of goldfish Nic and Lala Bok made the police suspect that they are kidnapping 3 innocent child (Pei fern, Qian ting and uhhhhhhh Chee wei? dont think so). so the police asked for their headings and IC. n actually the reason is chee wei was smiling to the police officers. LOL. the first time i saw police shining siren behind us. nearly got an heart attack. lolz
the following day, we had a car crash, and we ended up in the balai polis of Port Dickson LOL. we were stuck thr for about 2hours. with great luck, we won the case (but obviously we will win lah)

next one up, the first alcohol night, more than half of the gang were down. they drank and puke. it was a mess!!! hahahahaha.. shaun our nanny was too busy settling everyone down, while chee wei was busy buli-ing the drunk ones, and our beloved raymond was busy taking ugly photos. LOL. the Survivors were Lett, Xiao yi, Bok, Chee wei, Raymond, Shaun and ME!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ we rock!!! XD

when the sun rises, and everyone has woke up, we decided to stay for another night last minute-ly. we head for ilex hour n gosh!! her house was damnnn big n comfortable!! we had our 18SG Truth or Dare section, getting tickets to go for the extreme shows, discovering dares more than truths. lol. then later at night we had pillow talks, heartache punya story telling event. wuwuwuwuwu... n end up sleeping at 430am =)

I loved the trip, really, very muchh!! and thx to nic that fetch me home lahh~~ heheheh~ ma fan sai~ =p

through this trip, i know more of u better, silly faces and serious matters. well, i announce this trip as THE TRIP!!!

ps: pics to be seen in my facebook account~ =)

~ jess lim ~

Nimo

Life is getting pretty intense lately.
Problems popping out messing up everything.
Don't know what will happen soon.
Lets pray everything will be just fine.
Hallelujah. *fingers crossed*


nimo-ing