just it

there was once this person,
who was able to see through my laughter.

and this person,
was kind enough to give me some rest.

never to laugh when you r not happy,
never to fake it even though u're trying to cover it.

yes im happy when im laughing,
its just that the happiness was self-made.

n its been ages since we last talked.
hate to say this, but i still xxxxx of u.

jess.