moments of heart to heart

the night after our public speaking play day(23/5), which was at full blast n everyone did amazingly well, me n a few kaki accidentally created some heart to heart talk moments.

all credits to me, coz i suggested to approach the piano which was temporary located at Ground floor, and it was around 8pm++, n guess wat?? the whole college is EMPTY!! this is the fun part. the lights were off, no aircond n everything. but we managed to find a standing fan there n switched it on, its juz beside the piano. =)

so i started playing, wow... the feeling was AWESOME!! ground floor = a really open and huge area, n everything in silent, letting the pure piano melody flowing around. it felt really really really GREAT!!! then started off talking... sharing problems, n showing gratitudes, n so on. one of us even cried.. hehehhee.. due to the emotional piano music played n emotional feeling within the person's heart, so the pipe opened. =p well, it was a good time to spill out everything in our heart, since we were so tensed up n stressed n tht week. it was really a moment for us to breath.

so n talked n talked n laughed n cried n shouted n everything, the environment was really nice... hahaha.. total darkness, music in the air, ppl sharing problems, n was noone to disturb. we talked for around 2 hours, sitting on the table situated there, without knowing the time was running so fast.

well, that was a really memorable thing, as that oni occured in my imagination, something from the movies, n i never thought that it can become real. =)
wish granted~ yay~! =D

~ jess ~

halfway in finals

yo ppl~
im here again~~ hohohoho
gimme a round of applause~~ *clap clap clap*
thank u ppl, thank u~

so the updates are that, i finished hrm paper today, which is my 2nd last paper, and left the movie's paper to go~ woohooo~~~ hrm paper was err.... ez n tough. =) ez on wat i've studied n tough on wat i haven. lol

finally can watch prison break now with less guilt.. wakkakakaka
ohya, was addicted to prison break season 1 these days... made me no mood to study.. no gud no gud.. hahahaha..

n hor, last nite was gk's bday, so went out to celebrate with him lo, yumcha n went for some pool session. lol. on the way bak had some minor accident, its so ci gek.. lol... now oni i realize gk can oso drive so fast. hahaha.. (paisehh ar gk)=p

n hor, found out yesterday tht few of my frens r veli gud in playing pool leh... ish.. fei n lihchi.. ish... so takda face when play with them... starting oso dying liao... ahahaha.. not syok not syok. blek. XD

other thn tht, my sis bought a car liao, myvi~ hohoho.. so nice~~ sumtimes can curi curi drive her car out. wakkakakaa... n its an AUTO car!!! CHUN MAN!!!! =D

n bought a frisbie for my spikey to play, but err..... he dun really know how to catch the frisbie, not to day he WILL NOT pass the frisbie bak to us - the masters. ishh... no fun... dumb dog!! (jz jk.. dun be sad spikey) hahaha..

ok, gonna move on now~ cya~~ =D

~ jess ~

Earth Day Camp

sat morning, the day begins for the camp at gunung nuang. bus picked up me n jason at leisure mall, n we reached there around 1hour. then started unpacking things n building our tents. n started off for the hiking to the waterfall.

ate sandwiches as lunch on the way up. it was 2pm+, but it wasnt as hot as the tent area, it was quite cooling afterall, since its in the forest. then we took pics n laughed n chat n sing on the way.

when we reached checkpoint 1 or 2(not tht sure since there's too many checkpoints), i felt dizzy, i can hear my heart pumping in my ear, thud thud thud.. and my eyes were starting to blur, macam the oxygen cant get to my brain or wat. was on my way to faint. frends said my face n lips all went white. so the scary. n i really wanted to quit at that time. but june n my frens told me to take lotsa deep breathe n rest for awhile, n to not let the others waiting, i forced myself to walk. small small footsteps taken each time, n a few min ltr, i was as hyperactive as usual. =p

the scenary was nice, bamboos n trees, but quite abit of scary too, since the roads were open at the side, we could fall down the hill accidentally. so we walked carefully. =p n thn the hike... holy.. there were HUNDREDS of hills to climb up, sumo those super steep ones.. >.< c liao oso wanna pengsan..but stil.. "bite tight teeth" n caried on. =p

recorded some sound recordings as a way to distract us from the tiredness, n it worked well. hahaha. n FINALLY!! we heard the flow of water, and saw water splashing, we reached the waterfall!! i felt so so so relief!! n happy!! as if the waterfall will save me from everything! wohoo~!!

so off we went into the water, lots rocks there, cannot find any spot to swim, we can only play the water. >.< then have to step on the rocks to get over to another side. its so hard for me, coz every step i took was so so so so pain!! >.< i din dare to cross to the other side, have to ask frens to help. pai seh.

another update, yancy n yion r the monkeys in water, they cant 'fly' up to the upper area with jz a blink of an eye. geng!!n all of us ended up 100% wet, from top to bottom, not 1 spot is saved. lol. the water there is soooo freezing, have to scream everytime frens splashed water at me.n i didnt dare to move as i was scared the water might carry me away, so i sat there n guai guai let my frens splash... T-T
enemy num 1>> victor!!!(he was so cham in the end.. ngek ngek)

after 1hour of playing, its time to go bak down. wit the wet clothes on us. the returning trip was a piece of cake compared with the going up trip. the dead fish yancy was like a zombie when she's going down. hahahaha

bak down, had campfire session, game, n bbq n frisbie!!!! hehehehe (im gud at frisbie!! =p)

thn i hardly slept. the ground was so so hard that made my back pain, then it was so so cold that i was freezing. in the end>> became panda.

nx morning, ntg much.. 11am went back d. =p

~ jess ~

Persuasive Speech

today was my turn to give the persuasive speech, so i reached college at 8am sharp, n went straight up to the classroom to revise my script, coz i din even touched the script since last week. the classroom was empty, so i sambil listen songs sambil memorize the points (since i was lazy to do the Q card), act like the whole classroom is mine.. wakkaa.. can do anything inside, sit on table, walk around, jump around n so on. hehehe.

an hour later, everyone were there, n we started to chat. dr steven gav some opening n we started off with our speeches.

i gave a speech about 'appreciate ur family members'.
saying all kinds of stories, n quotes n nice nice words.
then there came the comments from dr steven :
1) clear starting
2) too many stories
3) put more facts
4) strong psychology behind the speech
5) touched sumthing inside his heart? hehehe

overall it was OK. wakakakakaka..
felt like the burden was lessen from my shoulder for abit. hehe
then now i hav to prepare another persuasive speech for the exam. sob.
any topics to suggest guys?? >.<

to do list:
-camp
-public play
-final =(
-speech
-prom
-piano exam =(
-works


~ jess ~

lalala~

alo people~~~
mua finished aku de assignment liao~~~~
wahahahahahahahhahahahaha
lemme siok a while..
wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak
lalalalalallaalalaaaaaa~~

ok done.
ehemm. bak to normal. =)

i finished my hr assignment, that's y im so happy.
but i dunno i've done it correctly or not... hope its the right format la..
heheehhehee..

update::
went for a midnight movie with friends!!! for the very first time!! wakakakaka
watched shinjuku incident, 2hours.. quite too long.. lol.. but not bad la.. still there's some violent scene... lol.. some patah tangan n blabla scene...

oh.. n i found out something, guys can be digest very well, they'll be hungry within hours, lesson learned =p some guy ate dinner, then went for movie at 11pm n bought some snacks, n suggested for McD after movie. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

so now wat i hav to do is.... study microeco.. =( n do the tutorial thingy, n study hrm, n prepare for the camp, n also the persuasive speech.. >.<

wish me luckk~~

~ jess ~

currently

am sitting in segi's computer lab....
supposed to be doing my assignment.. but really no mood..
chee wei is telling his adventure of yesterday..
but im tired..
last nite cannot sleep... managed to rest for 1 or 2 hours...
i dunno y i cannot sleep... the feeling is very fustrating..
was super tired, but cannot sleep... tiz is the effect of drinking coffee during dinner.. =(
i swear i'll nvr drink coffee at nite ever again, unless i wanna not-sleep.
hhahaahha
so... lemme continue with my assignment bah..
wish me luck that i'll be able to finish everything today!!


working,
jess

幻想

夜晚
一个人坐在海边
徐徐冷风吹来
看着深蓝大海
听着动人音乐
一切都静静地
有自己的私人空间
让自己沉醉在过去的酸甜苦辣。

不要有人在旁边问我
为什么不开心
因为我的答案
永远会是
我没有不开心。


以上纯属于幻想，
jess

continued

after the depressing moment in the afternoon, asked my jimui, mabel to teman me go sg wang to get that aural book. then she said ok, so off we go. drove there, n was raining.. ish.. felt like sleeping when i was driving to her house. haha. then reach time square to park the car, n spent 20min to find a parking space.

next, went sg wang, bought the aural book. RM48!!! expensive!! ishh.. then say a book named "aural survival book".. haha.. sat there n read almost everything thing in the book.. luckily din kena halau keluar.. hehe.. after tht, went shopping for mabel's blouse.. n shop har.. bought a famous amos choco chip for myself as something to cheer myself up.. thn went bak. both sat on the escalator n took photos.. (so not cool) =p then drove bak lo.

right after i reach home, went out again for dinner, aunt treating us. nice dinner.. drank soup in the coconut.. hehehe.. special nya.. thn went pc fair.. gosh.. there's so many ppl there.. pening.. bought a 8gb pendrive.. was hoping for a hard disk... but no money liao.. so juz bought the pendrive lor.. >.<

end of the day.

wasnt a that bad day.


~ jess ~

stressss!!!!!!

i am now very very very stress!!!!!

had piano lessons in the morning, and my teacher gave me aural tests. n u know wat???? i cant answer even ONE question CORRECTLY. all WRONG!!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!!

stupid piano!!!! stupid aural!!!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

bfdjksemnfeshrfklajdl;skaodmnsklgvrijt;lekmlkfhdjklsfnja,snjl,fcskja,

theory proven wrong, this cannot help me release stress!!

there's scales, 20 pages of it.....
there's sight reading.... i dunno i can do it or not.
there's aural!!! dumb aural!!!
n pieces!!! shit... not one of tiz is done. NOT ONE!!!



NEXT!!!

stupid hrm assignment!!!
stupid stupid stupid!!!
nid to do 13pages of it!!
i hav no idea which company to do, and dunno how to do it!!
groupmates pc cannot online, groupmates have work, my stupid dumb smelly pc cannot work properly!!! everything is WRONG!!!!


PATHETIC!!!!


bad bad bad day,
jess

dreams

there's alot of things running through my mind now. and im trying to track them down before they are forgotten.

1) i wanna practice piano with my full might. pieces, scales, aural, and sight reading. im gonna pass this thing!!

2) i wanna learn guitar or violin right after my piano exam.

3) gonna join Southern Cross Leo, wanna try to be some better person than i am now. i wanna learn to grow up, its time already, n i'll have to plan some serious time management over here. no more slacking around. >.<

4) i really wanna change myself, i mean, to a better one. throw away childishness(but i think its gonna be real tough on me) and all sorts of bad things.

5) i really want a laptop..

6) gonna buy a hard disk in pc fair.

these are for now. hope it'll come true. =)


~ jess ~

雨，太阳

雨水 一点一滴地 从空中飘落，

偶尔 抬头仰望 下着雨的天空，

或许 会发现 从没留意过的东西

天空 可能 是灰暗的

因为 太阳 太累了

躲在乌云后边 想稍作休息

大家请给它 一点点喘口气的时间

等他休息够了 会再度出来照亮大地

所以 请让它睡一会儿吧！


~ jess ~

late again...

i slept late today.. and i dunno why. This actually doesn't happen to me often, but the last time(also the 1st time) i slept late was becoz my clock broke down.

but today... hmm.. seems abit ridiculous.. lolz. i slept like i totally dunno today there's class.. i woke up n slept again, n woke up n slept bak again. hahaha.. till my sis broke into the room and yelled my up from my sweet dream. she said chelsie(thx chels) called me and ask whether am i going to class.. =p then once my sis know tht i got class today, she kept nagging me.. grrr.. say got class still sleep sleep sleep, then now late liao lah blablabla.. n guess what, the whole process of me from my bed till me in the car cost me 5min. =D brush my teeth, got changed, comb hair, fly down stiairs take bag n open the door. =D (u salute me, yeah i know~ haha)

and the result of this is i kena laughed by my frens.. ishh... coz yesterday went pasar malam with college frens, then i wore the red shirt n short jeans n slipper. then today i wore the same outfit again, coz me in the rush i juz grabbed what appeared in my 1st sight. hahaha.. ended up grabbing these.. lolz.. then the slipper was the worse part, coz it was too beach-style(cincai) n i nvr wore that to college. so frens kept laughing n laughing... grrrrrrr... so i dun think i'll wear tht slipper out anymore.. >.<

recorded,
jess

Mirrors

There was this stray dog, he accidentally went into a house full of mirrors. So the dog suddenly saw many "dogs" around him, and he was surprised. so first thing he did is to bare his teeth and start growling. Then all of the dogs around him started doing the same thing as well. So this dog was so frightened, and didnt what to do. He started running around the house, till he was so exhausted and died.

moral of the story:
If this dog tried to wag his tail in the first place, the situation will be very different. the dogs around him will wag their tails to him too. This actually states out our social attitude. =D


taken from sinchew plus,
~ jess ~