sick

never had a real sick for a long time.
n this feeling aint good.

having the head so pain n heavy,
and eyes hardly wanna open,
and simply no energy to use.

and shivering in my blanket at night when i have 2 cloths on,
plus was not feeling cold yet still shivered.
weird.

last night's temperature was 38 celsius,
this morning's was 39 celsius.
waited a very LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time to see the doctor, then i was out within 3min. =.=
oh my temperature was 38cels in the clinic.
mom spent RM47 on my recovering-fever.
got 5 packets of medicine, n i oni ate 2 of it. =)
healthy, rite? =D

well, getting well now. more sleep n that'll do. =)

i don't like to be sick,
~ jess ~

15th Oct

many things happened today. lemme share them one by one k?

first thing >>
i got involved in an accident!!!!

ok relax, its jz a super minor accident.
was on my way to college in the morning. then was stuck in jam, so my car was in a stop condition. coz i was in the self-made-lane, the car in front of me cut into the other lane, so im the first car in tht self-made lane. so, the myvi which was abit in front of me(its body is beside my car), it had his head stuck in fronta me, so i hav no choice but to let it through, n i hav decided to let it through.

so when the front cars started to move, i did not move an inch, thn the myvi turned n scratched my car!!! sumo the sound is damn obvious, in a slow motion way, 'screeeechhhh~'.. thn it stopped whn the myvi is still attached to my car. thn the myvi tekan minyak again, and another 'screeech~' =.=

stupid fella rite.

so got down n bising blablabla.. he told me if wanna settle by cash, he could gimme RM10, see this properly, TEN RINGGIT MALAYSIA!!! wat can i do with tht money??? idiot!!!

so i jz ask him to leave his num, if anything will call him. n he gave it finally, in the N-th time i asked. =.=

dumbo!! rachel stopped by n helped me with it, thx rachel!!! =D




ok now, forget the unhappy things, lets move on~

2nd thing>>

just made frends with 2 koreans!! hahaha. very interesting process. after meeting i jz got out to meet yancy n yion, then there were 2 koreans sitting with them, apparently they are chatting + introducing. so yancy called me over, n they introduced themselves. very frenly people. =) i could hard make myself rmb their names, since its not tht catchy, but yancy said i good in pronouncing their names!! wahahaha.. coz she couldnt get them right!! XD dumbbb~~~ =p

well one of the guy's name is hyun-su, if not mistaken =p
and the other guy's name is jun, which is quite common. =]

then talked about their culture n language, n they told us they were teaching korean classes for free in my college! =) great rite? heehee~ maybe i'll attend them, learning is a good thing! =)


3rd thing >>

went for badminton~~ finally. =p
i had a single match with ilex and nicholas each, n guess what??
I WON!!!! wahahahahah~!!!!
should have bet on something first. =(
a 100plus would do also rite. >.<
n that sport made me sitting here with muscle aches =(
in pain!!!!! wuwuwuwuwu... can hear them creek and crack =(


okay thn, tht's for the day i guess.
jeez, this is such a long post!! >.<

oh and another thing, wanna learn to play an jing properly.
just thought of something when i played it. so it might be nice for me to play it smoothly~ =]

fin,
~ jess ~

music

a sudden urge to make music.

want to create something pleasant.

or simply,

i wanna play it!!

anyone wanna join?

as simple as, sit together in front of a piano,

and humm and sing and play!!


sings,
~ jess ~

choices

went to 6th floor(music department) to play piano again, really love the grand piano over there. just sounds so different from the one at my house.

so cally was beside me, n she said, you could be one from this department.

n so i wondered, what if i was really one of the students over there. hmm... guess i'll be stressed out from my hobby. think i'll get a different life there. filled with musics. cannot imagine. =p

one thing i liked about piano is, i love its sound. it can get fierce, and also gentle. interesting right? by just the few same keys u get to compose a whole new song. hmm. fascinating.

but there are times when, i get frustrated over piano. n that is when i cannot get it right. which happens lotsa times. so, to not build stress on my piano, n knowing i cannot get much further in that, just went for this course im taking.

i still believe i made the right choice.
right?

~ jess ~

critisizers

sometimes i just cant take it when long-tongued people started critisizing others too over, in means of "its not ur business yet u still wanna step on it like its so ur business".

is it so damn hard for u to hold ur tongue for once and just zip it?

ou yeah..i remember, u have too much free time and just wanna fill it in with some way eh?

y not spend it by doing other meaningful things?? im sure there's still tonnes of good things that u're capable to do.

and yeah, people will thank u when u stop ur hobby to critisize. im sure of it.


note: statements above aint to shoot any specific person. i just wanted to shout it, that's all.

everyone has their own reasons for things,
why dont try and learn them?
- jess -

PASSED!!!!

there's a GOOD NEWS to share!!

guys, remember wat i suffered from last few months??
streSSSSS from piano exam and final exam!!

and the news is......

I PASSED MY G8 EXAM!!!!

this is so so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
unbelievable!!!!!
a miracle!!!!!

well, my scales, the one that i played ALL wrongly, scored 13/21, when i thought i got 5-7 marks for it. HA HA HA!!! the examiner is so so so so KIND!!

pieces scored 19,19 and 25.
love the alligator crawl jazz, disappointing in the beethoven piece(which i spent 75% work on it) and not fair for the first piece.

and the total score is >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
104/150

lucky me eh??

im SO RELIEVED!!!!

n of coz, happy!!! =D


marked,
~ jess ~

foodSSS

my health condition have been much better from last week, in general, i can EAT!!!! =D

so to put back my weight on, i'll have to eat MORE than usual.

meaning, asked my mom to buy LOTSA things for me to eat.

and for today, she bought me these~~~



for further explainations, there's the famous amos cookie, dried seaweed, wongwong biscuit, and BIG APPLE donuts!! wohohohohoho~~~

ohya, i finished 2 chocolate bars and 1 box of ice cream this week. nicee~~~

but its a tough job to get the remainings outta the toothless area, coz there's a hole and the threads are still not melting, which caught more food inside.. =(

anyway, eat well peeps. =)
human are born to EAT.
~ jess ~

nephew!!

yo people~~

i just have my pangkat rised from 'SISTER' to 'AUNT'!!!

surprised?!?!?

hahahahahhaa..

well the story is, my big bro had his son born!!! =D
it was actually last week's news but due to to the busy schedule, now oni i hav time to update!! heeeheee..

n hor, jz now went to visit the baby, his name is 'hong2 rui4'!!
i carried the baby for the first time, veli the stress. =p
awww, aint he so ADORABLE?? =D



im old,
~ jess ~