feelings of a night

tml's the last day of 2008..
i have no idea where to go tml..

feel lonely somehow... n i dunno y... or maybe i know y but i cant get the feeling into words.

i dont like to be in the messy crowd, with everyone pushing each other and sweats all over, tried that once in tmn counnought's pasar malam and that gave me some nightmare.. haha..

wat i feel like to do right now is... to get in a really nice car, roll down the windows, and go race in the empty highway. with the bombing musics around me, and the icy cold wind blowing on my face.. wow.. that'll feel absolutely FUN!!

wat i'd like to spend in tml's night would be sumthing fun, but not in the crowd plz.. it kinda get on my nerves.. sumthing like a party at sum1's house, or spending in a ktv would be nice. ppl'll get crazy in there. =p

anyway, lets hope there'll be a fun day tml. =)

cheers~

~ jess ~
1.14am