a wednesday

today's the last day of my current holiday. n guess wat?? i broke my record of this year!!! i woke up at 12pm++ hahahhaha.. well maybe this aint much towards others, but to me??? its a miracle!!! (since in so guai n wake up early everyday) =p no offense ya? =p

1st thing tht popped outta my head is to remind myself to take the things from timesquare. then fed myself for breakfast aka lunch n sat down in front of the tv for a long long time till my dad was bak. after that due to my lack of knowledge of roads to timesaquare, my dad guided me to my destination. he sat ont he passanger's seat, n his hand was always at the handbreak's side, getting ready to pull it if anything happens... grrrrrr... that really pissed me off. but i kept it quite, since im still a newbie of driving... =.= the sunlight blazed into my eyes, for ur info, it was 3pm+ in the afternoon, it made me couldnt open up my eyes, n i closed my eyes at every stop, juz to steal moments to relief my eyes.. =(

reached timesquare finally, n went up to the 8th floor, but then wanted to find a fren who's working there, so went up to the 11th floor( which cost me much time) n finally got to met my fren. hahaha. guess wat? we chat for less than 2 min, n ciao-ed. lol... funny rite? hahaha

nx i went back to 8th floor, n entered the shop named make up ur mind. asked for ah feng n he asked me whether am i able to carry it all by myself. my jaw dropped when he showed me the things i have to take away. 5 stacks of wrapped browsers, a stand, and a advertising poster. he cant help me to carry some down coz he's having classes. so.. the 1st person tht popped into my mind is jj!! called him n asked for his help. still feel sorry for disturbing his work.. >.< komenasai... he came down n stared at the stacks of papers. hahahhaa.. well its quite tough to get all of them down by juz the 2 of us. but still.. we managed to do it!! yay!!

halfway to the car n a malay kid offered to help me carry the stand. phew! arigatoh to him which i dunno his name guy. hahax. well really appreciated jj's help, he's like a hero tht rescued me outta no where.. hehehehe... thank u jj!!! =D

n tml will be a back to normal-college-life life.. T-T hope i'll be able to wake up in time tml!! =)
good day~ =)

~ jess ~

short short holiday

it's been a long while since i last blogged. =p well what to do?? u know im such a busy person~ hahahaha.. hmm.. these days.. wat was i doing huh?? im not quite sure.

im given 5days of holidays in a row, n wat i did on the 1st day is.. SLEEP!!! due to being waked up early early in the morning for a week.. its right to gain back your sleepiness when u're at last free. tht's wat teenagers in this era do rite? so im absolutely NORMAL!! hahahah.. next on, actually i cant remember wat i did on saturday.. morning >piano lesson, n the rest.. i really cant recall now.. shit.. my memo is so much worse now.. T-T oh oh!! i got it~~!! i did the gmc slide thingy!! n managed to finish it on the same day!! phew!! hahaha

well i cant remember wat i did on sunday n yesterday, so.... lets skip that. =p today, woke up at 8am.. supposed to sleep till 10am at least, but dunno y i cant sleep T-T (slept too much i guess) then played piano till kao kao lat, from 8am till 11am, kept repeating a few songs. but still cant play them well.. T-T fingers aching, have to stop, n now torturing my fingers again by typing. hehehe.. later im gonna go times square to get some stuff, so scared tht i'll 4get to do tht.. muz bear in mind!! hahaha

by the way i made a 'to-do list' , n sticked it in front of my study table. (but i ignored it right after i sticked it) wat a waste.. hahaha.. i actually planned to finish my management revision, but tht's impossible for me to do ler... 5 days... more than 300 pages... no way.. ahahaha..

i borrowed 2 fiction books from college's library.. but din get to read them.. T0T suppose to returm those books on 28th, but i oni have class on 30th.. haihz.. will kena denda duit again T-T

and and, 1st of nov is the GMC !!! to those who dunno wats that, for ur information, it stands for global musical carnival, which is a charity event (to msia mental health association) done by our intercultural communication class, lead by miss padma, it's also a project given.. lolz... which gives each of us 50% if its done well! hahaha.. hope it'll run smoothly on that day ler!! people!! come support!! help those who r in need when u r able to!! =)

hav a good day~! =)

~ jess ~

so called a day

woke up damn late this morning, was supposed to get up by 7am, but i unconsciously turned off the alarm.. and ended up scrambling outta my room at 8am.. T-T was damn dizzy when i was brushing my teeth, feel like burying myself back into my blanket n continue my dream. but, since im so guai lui, my brain told me to rush to the car n get going. n so did i. T-T

reached college, and went to the wrong floor ( since im not sure where is the class), took the stairs up to 10th floor, n found out the door was LOCKED!! grrrrrrrrrr... walked back to 9th floor, and waited for the always-full-lift. started class, and was supposed to get down with marketing showcase at 11am, but the DEAREST lecturer made us wait at the counter for quite a long time, then ask few of us stay back to listen some meeting thingy, ended up most of us stayed back to the boring n sickening classroom. finally got the wonderful 'class dismiss' phrase, n off we go~!! =D

went taking photos here n there, recording stuff n so on. then helped out with the intercultural thingy, editing the tickets, n blablabla. ohya, got to know the 3rd nicholas in segi. hahaha.. went messing around at the 6th floor again ( i think we disturbed others' classes =p) playing with balloons.. editing a damn yeng de piano song into a funny version XD n blablabla..

went off for basketball later, played few games, the 3 nicholoases teamed up, and here goes nicholas here n nicholas there. =p rained around 6pm n went yumcha to avoid the traffic jaming period. pump petrol alone for the 1st time in my life on the way back, boo!! im home!!! hahaha..

~ jess ~

myself

Seeking myself,
locating myself,
valueing myself,
grading myself,
concluding myself.

will maintain as myself for now.
but seeking for some changes.
let it be the better or worse.
but i hope it'll be the better one.

wish me luck =)

~ jess ~

last paper-day

finally finished the last paper today!!! phew!! what a relief!!! i spent so much time preparing for this paper.. the slides are the only learning object that i can get into hand.. but its just too summarized? n made me dunno how to answer my paper.. T-T i read each questions at least 3 times b4 answering it.. coz i cant even get what are they asking for in the questions... T-T was so feddup doing the paper. went outta the exam hall 25mins later.. had the feeling to bang the wall.. stupid paper... grrrrr..

to release some feddup-ness, i went to 6th floor, but it didnt help much.. T-T after that went swimming at casa, n i ended up drinking water in the pool.. T-T but still, i had a great time in the pool =p splashing water n playing some games.. =p n learning how to swim again.. ( since i terlalu lama din swim =p) n ta da~~ its celebration time!!

celebrated jojo n jean's burfday, rachel made a cake for them, and presents, and photo shooting, and DINNER!! hahaha.. went macau restaurant, n yion's bf drop by~ finally get to c him =p

then we walked back to casa, n someone was robbed just behind us!!! >.<>.<

anyway, got home before 10pm, and here i am!!! =)

day of relaxation~ cheers~

~ jess ~

1st day of midterm-week

surprisingly, i managed to finished my macro textbook at around 3am =p then i got up at 7am ( i oni slept for less than 4hours... T-T) to get ready for the day. there was no traffic jam blocking my way today!! what a good start!! =) then reached college, met my friends, went off searching for a suitable place for our last revisions. cafe was too noisy n smelly, library was way too warm (the air-cond went off @.@) , then we ended up sneaking into an empty classroom. spent the whole morning there discussing n reading, n had lunch at McD!!!! =D

after having the LONG lunch, its already near to the exam-time. victor had so much confident n said he'll get out of the hall no more than 15minutes. if he fails, he'll treat me n nick ice cream!!! =) n guess what?? he dint get outta the hall in time after all!! so here i come, ice cream!!! hurray~~ then spent some time at the 6th floor, playing n messing around, trying to get relaxed before we face our next paper. headed to McD for the 2nd round in the day for ice creamzzz, went shopping in the 'cold storage' =p=p bought lots of junkfood, and headed home!!!

end of the day~
cheers~~ =)

~ jess ~

Crush - David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When were hangin', spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

last min studies T-T

its 1am now, a new saturday.. lol.. and here i am again, holding up my eyelid, forcing it not to close, n staring at the same line for minutes.. the same old me, doing the last min works again.. arghh... should have made myself fully packed last time, i shouldnt have waste my time >.< im so sorry to my own self, im feel so bad for my eyes n my brain, they cant have a good rest becoz of me!! =p

well, im now studying macroeconomi, which appears to be the 1st paper on monday, and im still at the 10th page!!!! mamamiaaaa... its so boring... =( but i'll hav to force myself to love it.. >.< okay here goes, I LOVE IT (crossing fingers =p) hope i wont find myself sleeping on the table tml morning (i guess i wont, coz i'll go for the BED!) i miss the bed so much.. n oh my pillow... sniff sniff... i'll meet up with u guys later ( if I have the chance) hahahhaa..

okay for now, have to continue my study >.<
wish me luck =p

~ jess ~

a visit to orphanage with southern cross leos

mabel n I was invited to join the visit as guests =p and derrick arrived around 12pm to fetch me (luckily i prepared earlier =p) you wei and mabel were already in the car, and off we go to fetch max. gathered with the other leos and made some arrangements of the car. derrick parked his car at calvin's and we shifted to calvin's mom's car.

the next destination is a temple in puchong, have to move some supplies from there to the orphanage ( they moved those with a lorry! WOW!! ) ohya, there were 2 dogs in the temple, being locked up.. so sad.. there's a chocolate dog n a black n white dog, i like the choco doggy better =p but he's like wanting to go out, kept on looking outside, while the black n white doggy is veli.... geng in changing moods, he can be so frenly with u this moment, n the nex moment emo-ing at the corner.. lol... i bet its a SHE! hahahaha

back to the car, had some bumpy ride, after 30min or so, we reached kepong orphanage finally. =p removed the suppplies into the house, and thats when i saw the kids sleeping on the floor. with strangers passing here n there, n yet they're still sound asleep. i suppose that they're quite used to this kinda life? or its that its not their choices.. =( its very lucky of me to be given the chance to be with my family, and soon a few additional of family members?? =p

we went for chicken+duck rice for lunch, with 7 ppl ( 5 new frens). here's the list, calvin n his gf, max, chun wah, derrick, and the 2 old frens, mabel n you wei =) calvin's funny, his gf's quiet, max kept on 'wui~!' , chun wah wanted to eat 'tong sui' , derrick drinks without ice =p. hahahahaha..

went bak to calvin's place to get shifted back to derrick's car. have to wait at calvin's place for derrick to drop chun wah 1st, coz there's not enuff place >.< haha.. and with derrick's flying car skill, he manage to get back in a short time. =p then we headed back home~~ had a great time =)

~ jess ~