practice!!

lim yu hui!!! gambateh !! you can do it!! do not give up!!
just practice harder, and you'll be fine!!
nothing's gonna get into your way, PRACTICE!!!

i can!! and i will!!! i promise i'll practice hard, REAL hard!!


- jess -

earth hour

yay~ finally its earth day~

its currently 9.13pm, which is right in the middle of the earth hour. n im being a guai lui by switching off all the lights, not a single one is on!! hahaha
so its so so hard to look at the screen, its too bright, n i actually cant c the keyboard, which is y am always pressing the "backspace" button.. ish..

but anyway, this hour gave me some special feeling. its like, there's still electricity, but i chose to off it. n the house is in total blackness, while i can still switch on the pc n speaker. hahaha.. coz normally if the light's out = no electricity = no pc n songs. but now!! its quite fun though~ hhehe

n tht 8tv, they stopped their tv programme for an hour.. ish... made me no show to watch.. is so so sien now... >.<

well, there's another 13min to go~ hehe.. so lemme crap more~

umm.. i prepared alot of candles around the living room n dining area. juz to create that "romantic' feeling. but the fan keep blowing off the fire on the candle. so, i got feddup of re-litting the candle, so im still in total blackness.. actually not tht total la.. coz the pc's screen's light helped a lil bit by showing the onjects around me...

oh oh, juz now played piano without the lights, and a candle on top of the piano~~
woahh~~!!! chun man!!! so the romantic n got feel~ kekeke.. acted like some professional artist~~ hehehe.. but cant c the notes properly la.. =p

errr... then now i suddenly got a creepy feeling.. shit... i heard sumthing moved behind me.. but i chose not to look!!! ishhh!!! veli the scary.. mamamiaa!!! me n sis at home oni... veli kong bu leh... T-T now the ghost stories told by frens are running through my head.. T-T omgogomgomgomggg!! pray pray pray!!!

oh n another update, i saw lin yu zhong at leisure mall today, there's some functions going on there.. mmm.. he looked veli different from the pictures.. n i nearly cant reconize him.. =p he looked too pale d. >.<

hmm.. wat else to say leh? not much d la~ so i ciao 1st~~
toodles~

crapped,
jess

day dreams~

its a really hot afternoon, been staring at my spikey for a while. then started dreaming .....

: 1st day dream :
will have a brand new car, auto or manual aint important, but a MUST is that it muz be bling-ish!!

: 2nd day dream :
some big party, a really really BIG one. stuffed with people around me, those that i had longed for, those that i haven seen in a long time, those that are beside me n blah blah....
primary skul frens: the entire 6M; secondary skul frens: prefects n classmates n lokmanians; uncategorized frens : those that i knew from somewhere else besides in skul, eg from other skuls, on the road or blabla..; college frens : the whole bunch of kisiao-ans and everyone i know there; MC frens; my tuition center frens, whole gang of them. =D

: 3rd day dream :
being able to talk to spikey =p
coz i juz watched brother bear 2, human can tok to bears!!! awwwwwwwww...

: 4th day dream :
able to play out on piano SMOOTHLY with just listening once to the music.(classical, pop, sentimental blabla)

: 5th day dream :
having a laptop!!!! for free!! as in i won a prize from lucky draw or sumthing.

: 6th day dream :
to not have any assignments and not to work for college. then i'll be freee to enjoy~!!


well then, that's for it now. =p
day dreaming is kind of a time wastage but, wats the lost? =D being happy for a while aint that bad okay? hehehe.. although its cheating on urself, but, hu cares?? =p

DARE TO DREAM!!

dreamed,
~ jess ~

finally back to normal

phew~!!! im finally back to the normal speed of life. =p not that im traveling through some time machine but, this semester was like hell man!!!!

assignments came one after another, and presentations, speeches, homeworks, fayette house, working for segi... all these ate my time with big big bites!!

today finally finished with public speaking speech, phew~! can take a deep breathe before moving on. hahax. well there'll be quiz and events and works for next week. so i'll might need to take a short short break to recover my energetic self~ =p

been like a corpse lately.. doing things having no fun.. rushing this and that, this is not wat a college students shud be!! grrrrr.. i shud have more fun. so yeah, i'll enjoy as many as possible~! =p

oh oh, and one update, yesterday i went 6th floor to practice my pieces, n i saw a senior from music department, he was like... those really really pro pianist. >.< playing all those classical songs clear n precise with all those insane running notes.. OMG!!! i cannot believe that i can see one with my own eyes in segi!! not that segi is no gud but!! really, cannot imagine. he played those super tough songs phrases one after another!! n keep asking us who r the composers of the songs, this actually give me benefits for my aural test this year. so i've been trying to memorize those namesss... (which is so boring) n sorting which pattern of songs are composed by which composers >.<

updated,
jess

Darkness

I have lost sight of you,

I sought for you through the thick haze,

Yelling for your name with all my might,

Yet, I cannot get a grip of where you are.



Feeling helpless and blind,

I dropped myself to the forest ground,

Tears hanging in the edges of my eyes,

Still praying for you to appear before me,




And the lights of the sky faded.

Darkness slowly swallowed my prayers,

Finally surrounded by total blackness.




Where are you???

Please do not leave me alone.

I need you.




scribbled,
jess

a very fun day~

9th of march, which is vickie's burfday, we planned to have dinner at vickie's restaurant. time is about 9pm.

so b4 tht, me, yancy n victor went for midvalley. its actually abit weird for just the 3 of us. but then.. the rest of them couldnt come due to diff reasons, so... juz hang out saja la~! hahaha

watched "burn it after reading", a really lousy movie... ppl plz dun go n watch... made me wanted to leave the cinema halfway d.. dunno wat storyline issit.. then the fella hu edit it... should fail his movie class i think..@.@

ohya, we went to the pet shop too!! hehehe.. the animals r so expensive there.. the cheapest should be the hamsters liao... max rm48 one. hahahaha. then victor so damn scared of the fishes. XD n he walk to another side when me n yancy went to look at the fishes. super colorful punya fishes~ =p

then we walk walk walk.. n had haagen daaz!! for the 1st time of my life. victor treat us eat~ so generous of him~ =D thank u victor~ (haven thank him XD)
this is the 3 scoops of Haagen Daaz~~ =D


then went to vickie's shop~ =D ate alot alot of yummy stuffs there. =D thank u vickie!!! =D


we played n sing n sing n played. =D super fun~~ then the guys are "ordered" to finish the bowl of soup. =D


n we sang bday song to vickie. in eng, chinese, malay, "japanese" and cantonese versions =D

then went upstairs to hav a real singk session. lol.. drank alot n alot of carlsberg.. >.< the most amount in my life.. >.<

and went in front together n sang vickie 'peng you' song. =D so warm hearted!!! veli touched. >.< then group hugged alot of times. =D

then play drink sing play drink sing laugh. XD

until 12am.. dad reached n i hav to go. =( so san band d lor...

but its a really fun day. =D

ps: i smelled like a smoker tht day. =(

posted,
jess

tagged.. by lingli

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. p/s: but for me (Ling Li) i am kinda lazy to notify people through chat box etc. SO i will just list down the people i wanna tag .(remember to delete tiz sentence be4 u repost)
1. Crazy stuff u did before.
there's just too much... which one u wanna know??? =p

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
i take is as my hobby?? umm.. blanking out my brain. =)

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
umm... im still enjoying my life.. maybe i'll reverse it when im 60 years old. =p

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?
i'll do anything that i never tried b4.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
for this moment, tak ada. =(

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
absolutely YESH~~~ very very very loved sumo. =D

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
things that matters to me (frens family studies money n blah blah blah)

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
umm.. sleeping.. coz i had a tiring day..

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
it depends~~ c my mood la~~ =p

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
height!!
with brain
smile
sporty
gentle

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
short..? and umm.. cowardness?

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
smiling everyday to make ppl smile? =)

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
this moment no. nx moment i dunno. XD

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
rest of my life eh..? umm.. McD?? =D

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick
happy~~ coz i can make my own money!! blek!!

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
um... physical character.. juz to be a lil bit more shorter?? okay.. ALOT shorter. hahaha

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
hahahax.. my spikey. =p

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
jian dan ai by jay, coz i jz heard it not long ago. =p

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
my very very perfect smile =p (thts the only thing >.<)

20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough ??
meaningful as a college student?? yes.. =)

tag from LingLi Quah
tag tag tag ...

i would pick~~
1) Nicholas Tan
2) Vickie Foong
3) Mabel Ong
4) Joan Cheng
5) Yion Lek


tagged,
jess =)

dedicated to yion n vickie

this song composed by me, JESS, JESS LIM, n lyrics by JOJO, JOJO TAN, is dedicated to our dear friends, yion & vickie. Happie Burfday to both of you.

Our friendship will last forever. ps: this will be our theme song of Kisiao-United!! =D




低着头 我伏在桌上
反复聆听着 你送给我的
那首编织爱与梦的歌

四叶草 带来幸福
友情 像盛开的花朵
弹奏着 最动听的乐谱
蓝天下 为你而欢呼

四叶草 相信梦想
载着 爱与希望
有梦有笑 才会感动
我们为你守候到永久

composed,
jess