moody finals

as usual, its time for finals, n as usual, i'll have to study kao kao... sleeping late, eyes locking on the textbook, tension, stressed, no entertainments.. blablabla

everyone seems busy, no more playing basketball, no more hanging out... there's just books books and books.. ( its kinda like my fault actually lol) well guys, im quite guilty for going bak home so early these few days.. but the finals r really driving me insane.. scheduled myself to finish 3 chapters within a day, but what turns out was i could only finish 10 pages... wth?!?!

realized that my time will not be enough, and i cannot get anything lower than B... which means i'll have to score at least 80% for every subject.. T-T fell like banging the wall.... how come i never had this kinda feeling in the 1st sem???? i feel like i will fail each n every subject.. all the subs i took this sem was alll new things in my life.. eco, accounting, marketing, management n intercultural communication.

well coz i've nvr paid much attention in class, it makes me feel like, wat had i learn this sem??? 3months of classes is like... all in a blank memory.. a fren asked me to teach him marketing (in a diff college) and i answered him, i have no idea wat marketing is all about. felt ashamed with my stupid answer.. its like i've wasted all the time n money i spent for class..

what i promised to myself is, i'll have to be a hardworking student nx sem. there will not be any last minutes assignments, studies n so on. but also i wanna live college life to the max!! arghh... what for a bookworm with books but not laughs??? its like a puppet with books, being souless n empty. can the words from the textbooks help in out career?? i dont noe... but wat i heard from experienced white collars are, working is another start for everything. new colleuges, new boss, new environment n blah blah blah.

but well, what i have to do now is finish my studies. n how can i do that?? by doing well in my finals.. oh well, im jz a typical teenager, procrastinates whenever i get the chance to. =p n by the way, im thinking of buying a new hp. does k660i sounds good?? comments plz. arigatoh

STUDY WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT IN FINALS!!!

signed,
jess

Global Musical Carnival!!!

yesterday was finally THE day!!! been preparing for this day for a long long time. we all reached segi before 8am, set up our booths, decorations, plannings, games, performances rehearsal, n much much more.

there was too many obstacles to face, but we get to solve all of them!! phew!! chee wei, cally, yancy, ilex n me, the china booth's members wore china costume that day, both ilex n chee wei wore samfu, n the rest of us wore cheongsam.. hahaha.. we even asked big tiffany to play the chinese yoyo in front of our booth to attract people, since its one of the china-origin-game. n it was so so so so COOL!!! we cheered for her!! she's really amazing!!! well we got the crowd's attention all right~!! hahahaha

then my other friends r doing the spain booth. gosh, nicholas wore a... spain costume?? hahaha, well to be frank, it looked good on him la, muz praise him liao.. hahaha.. sumore he did the make ups n styled his hair, i was like.. walao yehh!!!! y can he change so much??? hahahaha.. n there's a female spain custome, a red color gown. its really sweet n nice, vickie wore it~~ phewit~!!! nice to the max!!! hahaha..

other than that, miss lettisha wore a dutch custome!!!!! n the shoe of hers, im like WOW!!!! how can ppl wear such shoes.... made of pure wood.. looks really hard to walk, but she din fall.. hehehehe.. she's juz like those who appear on tv, n standing in the middle of the greenish field, with winds blowing on her dress... O.O n there's the japanese kimono's too!!! justin n jean took photo on it, n the scene looked like a married-couple-photograh-session. hehehe..

evonne called to go for make-up session.. lol.. i was sitting there for a very very long time, with layers n layers of 'powders' brushed on my face. sumo cannot move here move there... it was TIRING for juz sitting there.. lol... but stil have to thank the nice n pretty 'hua zhuang shi' oh~ hehehe..

then frens reached segi, really have to show gratitude towards my frens hu supported me!! arigatoh korzaimazz!! there's mabel (the dearest =p), kah ann(more n more lenglui liao), hui yi (the surprised 'gift'), you wei (the supportive fren), seow + eugene + cy (the tricked-me de guys..)

it started off with speeches by datin, n blablabla.. then here comes the performances!! yay!! i waited in the 4th floor for my turn. >.< finally 7pm, n its time to go down. the cheerleaders went 1st ( they were awesome!!!!! great job!!) n finally my turn (i wanted to go before jeremy =p), then here it comes. frenz cheered for me.. so gandong, sumo a banner with my name on it.. hahahahahha.. i din play well ler, with mistakes, n irregular tempo... sniff.. but still my frens cheered for me. arigatoh!! hehehehe.. n finally its over.. phew!! got down the stage n started to relax =p.

went out for dinner with my secondary skul frens, but din eat anything. =p wanted to jimat money(im so broke now T-T) but went back to segi after 10min or so coz i feel guilty.. hehe.. thn helped around, had fun, danced around n blablala

saw the 'man jiang hong' de ppl signing autographes, fren bought the posters juz for them to sign.. lol.. one of the guy even wore sunglasses although its already at NIGHT!! hahaha.. (dunno the name paiseh) n their 'jing1 ji4 ren2' used a paper or sumthing to fan them some air.. LOL

then when the band was playing, our kisiao gang along with dr steven formed a big circle n 'danced' .. hahahahha... n i found out alot of my frens know how to dance, really salute!! hahaha.. the band i liked most among all the others tht nite was the last band. i din take notice wat name was it, but it was so so so awesome!! the performed 3 songs, the 1st 2 songs i think its their own band song, while the last song is 'i dunwanna be' =p SO SO SO AWESOME!!!!!! hehehe... we danced danced n danced~~ lalala~~

n finally its the end of the nite. ms padma gave a speech, as a conclusion for this nite. then we took our group photo, cleaned the place, n went home~~ tht time was already 12am++ phew!!!

went through many things this nite, n of coz learnt many valueble things, n built up strong bonds between friends, n we made memories with our own hands!! hurray!!

~ jess ~