death??

Minutes ago, a good friend of mine asked me through messenger, a shocking yet will-be-a-fact question, why would someone speak of these questions? i wonder..

{ Conversation }

friend : IF one day i died, will you come to my funeral? no matter where r u, what r u doing..

me : sure i'll go, but i need someone to inform me la..


come to think of it, how many of my so-called friends will come to mine? i doubt that most of us will still be in contact.. or some will just remember who am i when they're reviewing their contact list.. hmmm.. but im sure that there'll be friends n relatives n family who will turn up?? gosh.. y am i cursing myself..?? @.@

well, with me being just a teenager, i still cant imagine the day comes to me. when will it come?? how will it come? god knows.. what i see from movies n books, people tend to have flashbacks at the moments of their death.. but with only seconds to hold, could it possibly be enough?? wouldnt FEAR take place instead og memories?? hmmmmm.... who knows?

but IF, i really can manage to revise all my memories, which scene will appear before me?? me being with my family? or me hanging out with my friends? or time spent with my beloved spikey? or things that i've done wrong? or things that i had wished to be done but in the end not-done?

conclusion = do what i have to do now!!! have no regrets!!! go for the thing i wished for!! go get it!! yeah!! =D