Reach out

I need a direction, a dream to guide me.
What i need most, is the courage to chase my dreams. 

Is there an angel out there to give me a hand?


"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them."
- Walt Disney -

=)

平安无事了。感恩。=)


"It matters not who you love, where you love, why you love, when you love or how you love, it matters only that you love” 
― John Lennon

家人。爱

两母女没有抱头痛哭，那太戏剧化了。
只是，轮流偷偷擦干眼泪，可是心知肚明大家都在哭。

我知道我很倔强，可能顽固这词会比较合适，
可你们都没骂我。
爸爸很生气我没有好好照顾身体，都不和我说话。
我知道，每天吃那些垃圾食物，又没有准时吃三餐，是不对的。
妈妈就很担心我到底怎么了，还说，当事人都没她那么操心。
姐姐忙着联络医生，想选最可靠的良药。

真好，有着爱我的家人。我也很爱你们。我会学着疼惜你们的。=')

=X

在对自己发脾气。没用的东西。

unknown

No wonder i kept feeling heaty these days. It felt like a slight fever, but in few hours it's gone, then it's back again.

Thought it was the weather's fault, but no. There's this thing in my body that i don't know of. Am trying to understand those freaking medical terms. All of them looked so unfamiliar.

Just, what in the earth is happening in me? I need a doctor.

A.M.

多久了，半夜三更我还不想睡觉。
有人说，夜晚思考，思绪会清晰十倍。
这可能是我不舍得结束这一天的原因吧。

有些事过去了，却硬硬要把它搬回来思考。
左想右想，
到底哪里做错了？
我想改，可不知从何做起。
这样下去，我说不定会后悔终身啊。。。。

时间，说到底，是最宝贵的东西。
不要浪费时间了，好不好？

有吗？

有没有人试过，想一个人，想到心秋着，很痛。
那，又有没有遇过，一个让你很想忘掉，却永远忘不掉的人。
是不是以为失联后会比较好过？可能吧。
至少，你不需要再在他面前伪装开心。
很早很早以前，就该结束的东西，为什么到现在记忆还存在着？


晚安。愿你有个美梦。愿你开开心心。

Cross Road

It's sort of dreadful to have all of my time occupied by work. It makes me feel, restless. No matter how many hours i took for my sleep, it never seemed to be enough.
This makes to lazier and lazier to go meet up with friends. This is bad, I know.

But to look at the bright side, I thank god to have to work too, or else I'd stay rotted in my own room. Letting the movie's playlist non stop playing, I'd finish spending my days in no time. It's just, sometimes, motivations are required to keep me going on.

I seem to lost my goal that I've been wanting to reach.
 The goal from last time, was just to do well in my studies, that I'd spend time for my assignments, exams and presentations. But for now, that I'm graduated (finally confirmed after having certain nightmares), I don't know what is best for me anymore.

 Some suggested post grad studies, but I'm not that interested in it. I feel I have some other goals to achieve. At this point of life, what choice do I have? Which path should I take? What do I wanna become in the future? There's no certain answer to all of this, needless to say, I won't know any of it unless I took the path.

I need to stop slacking. Right. Now.