ending ceremony for 2009

last day of 2009
last day of my teen life
20 years old sounds old, real old
n i dont like being that old T-T
i should do something crazy today
we shall see what happens later


2009 was a great year,
i enjoyed life thus far,
i had my good friends beside me,
they listen to my complains,
and share their thoughts with me,
laugh n cry n scream along with me,
yes you, the one reading this,
thanks for giving me a good year.

i can manage to stand up for myself now,
a very good improvement.
but there's still alot to learn,
i wanna present the best me someday,
dont havta be the perfect me, just the best me,
that's all i wish for.

let's pray that we hav another happy year =)

~ jess ~

outings

20th dec - Sun
got my butt heated n went down to subang to cari kaki. lol. funny me.
found yancy n yion, and head to victor's place.
the place is so damn shiny tht u couldnt find a piece of dust =.=
so we chatted gossiped n exchanged info. NICE =p
spent the day jz chatting @@
the plan to snowflake n pyramid was cancelled due to lack of time.

rushed bak to kl to hav dinner with my long distance relatives~ with my favourite cousins =D


21th dec -Mon
got the day hanging in the k-box. singing our lungs out to the max. from 1-7pm. almost died from lost of voice. =p

ohya, had the stupid idea to wear dress n made everyone scolding me T-T
SAD! but fun though =D


22th - Tue
college gang came up to cheras to watch bodyguard assassin. hehehee
had some very good idea to go trip but canceled at the end of the day T-T

23th dec - Wed
supposed to stay home for the day. n lasted until when joanne came my house n pulling me out to the k-box again T-T
din want to ffk, jz went n sang. n met some old frens working thr. not technically my fren la, but some1 i once knew lor. =)
ended up being scold. again. @@


24th dec - Thur
XMAS EVE!!!
went sunway early early morning 10am, hang out beh tahan.
did movies, lunch, shopping, dinner n countdown.
n lotsa truth came out by the night. =D
very the interesting. =p
home at 3am T-T kena scold kao kao


25th - Fri
FINALLY i stayed home =D
mission accomplished~
ate sakae sushi for dinner with family. very the nice~ =D

19/12/09

this is the LAST PAPER DAY.
was cramming the essay tips into my brain for the whole morning.
here, a BIG THANKS to VICTOR SIEW!!!
without his notes, i think i'll die from info-overloading.
*clap clap clap*


n the day starts after the exam!!!

midvalley with nic the driver, vic yancy n ilex~!!
we were addicted to a certain hot topic around the globe!! been talking about tht for like..... 3 days? XD
hell lotsa CARS, n thx to my sharp eyes, i spotted sum car leaving, which successfully led us finding a place to park. =D

found jojo, helped her release some stress by eating noodles (not bad) n some i love u n i miss u drinks (which was abit too small) =p

next, up to bukit jalil for the SHI FEN HONG CONCERT!! big thx for VICKIE who supplied the tickets~~ clap clap clap~!!
was a big gang turned up, including: me yancy ilex vic nic vickie kelvin joan ky cally n lett! wooo~~
was full of chinese in there, 1st time thought tht we dun hav privacy coz everything we talked will be heard. lol. plus we met some IRRITATING AUNTY who kept HARASSING young people. lolz.
but the concert started off with a blast with ren xian qi coming out~!! wooo~~ he is soooooooooooooooooo cute!!! wahahahahhaa!!! but i dun like his red jacket >.<

after him were those 'stars' tht i nvr heard of, so... after 3 unknown singers, 4 of us left halfway. >.<
went to mamak instead. hehehe. talk talk n talk.
then went to meet up with the others in joan's house~
had some alcohol, how i hope i got drunk. but no. at least not real drunked. haha.
nic sent me home, kept talking in the car along with ilex n yion, talked till we reached my house still not finish talking(which is around 1am), n continued talking in my house till 3am. XD
youngsters. tsk tsk tsk..

the day ends.

sense the freedom,
~ jess ~

Motorbike

Was playing motorbike race in the arcade,
somehow it helped lifted my mood,
i could almost feel the wind blowing when i turned the gas handle,
the speed makes me feel good.
although it will be really awesome to really ride a real bike,
i could have died a million times due to crashes i made =p



n down to the real issues on road,
just witnessed a motorbike crashing into some big classy toyota car,
can really apply the slow motion to describe this,
the car's back bumper went right into the car, stayed, and came back to its position.
LOL
it was like its a string or something.
n guess wat? the biker did not hesitate to speed up n fled.
while my dad's car is right behind of the toyota + very near to it (we sudden break-ed)
the fella thought it was us who banged him =.=
even made us stop, and my dad explained to him tht it was the motor. dumbo.... can see it through the scar the bike left la... one straight tayar inked over its bumper.


conclusion : life without bike will be more secure n better.

ps: to my biker frens, PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN U RIDE OK??? >.<

pps: AVATAR IS SOOOO NICE!!!
~ jess ~

NO!! to exams

just cant wait for the holidays.
i need the holidays
i dun want the exams.
i dun want the textbooks either.

i have no mood to study.
im sick of studying.

argh...
back to studies later.


ANTI EXAMS,
~ jess ~

Flashbacks

my mind played the flashbacks,
actually had things i wanted so badly,
but it's gone just by a moment.

everything seemed so reckless,
wrong decisions pays,
it really does,
i witnessed it.

be more sensitive,
look around,
think deep.

hope i wont repeat the same mistake again.

some emo post,
~ jess ~

hectic week

i need a few moments of fresh air.
been facing the screen for a long long time.
why have i been so lazy before.
shudnt have procrastinate, n i know i said the exact words last semester.
arghh!!!

oki, tiz week's incoming 5 assignments n presentations,
2 down, 3 more to go. after tomorrow, 2 more to go.
be tough!!!
woooooooooo~
i think im enjoying the stress. lol.

n gud luck to everyone who's having the same life as mine. =)



@.@
~ jess ~