first overnight ever!!

welll... ehemmm... based on the sports day thingy that we have to do.. i have to finish things by late night and reach the field by early early. soo.... i stayed over at joj's unit in casa. =D meaning im not the sihamlala for the day!!! wakakkakakaka

then hor... im supposed to be sleeping to restore my long gone energy, since i got up early... NOT LIKE SOMEONE. (chels) n we ended up.... pillow talking. @.@ n i planned to pillow talk for ONE hour... but it ended up we talked for like 3-4hours lehh...

reasons:
1) the jojo veli talkative...
2) the chels lagi talk non stop.

things we did:
1) they bully my patrick. =(
2) they bully ME, as in hitting me all day long... new edition of sand bag @.@
3) drank jojo's home made soup. =D
4) talk talk talk talk talk n talk


n this is the first time im up till so late... oh od.. this is soooo UNHEALTHY!!! no good!!!! hope i wont faint later (sports day) >.<

gud day!!!

~ jess ~

tired

I'm tired... y is short sem so packed??? every college day i hav to go out at 7.30am n go bak at 7-10pm. its like 12hours spent in college things. everytime i got bak, rush for dinner n bath, thn do some urgent stuff n sleeeeep.

taking so many roles at a time, i can barely digest it.
- student for classes, recipient for works, committee in fayette, practices for a performace, praticing for my piano exam, having exams(that come so damn fast), and projects n campaign. im exhausted. and i know that im bad in time management. T-T

its like there's no energy left for me to do anything, cannot concentrate to study, n sis has confusing works to be done at home, which makes me cant practice piano coz its really NOISY.

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! its stress.

its a mess.

n sad.

~ jess ~

miracles

I heard, that miracles only come once in a lifetime?

Please tell me that that isn't true.

Cause here I stand,

greedily waiting for it to reappear.


Please come before my eyes,

I'm longing to witness another miracle.

Such wonderful things,

should not be hidden for too long.


Or to say,

that miracles are actually everywhere to be seen?

To think that,

smiling is actually a miracle?




~ jess ~

dad's day

wanna share some how-i-live-at-home life to u guys. hehehehe... dun get surprised ya?

well NORMALLY i come bak late from college, so during weekdays i just come home, bath, eat, relax for a bit then i'll sleep.

then IF its the day off or weekend.. i'll sleep till i wake up by MYSELF (not clock), n its usually around 10 or 11am, thn i'll goyang here n thr, eat breakfast, online... n the time passes very fast till 6pm. thn i start bathing eating n all the stuff.. movie or tv, online or wateva... then that's the day. =D

n wat i did just now was tht... i actually washed all the dishes(which normally i just wash mine).. and clean the dining table... n fold my clothes(which i haven done in a veli long time).

u noe wats the reason of this??? hehehehe... duh!!! becozzzzzzzzzzz, tml is FATHER'S DAY!!!! hohohoho... wanna make a GOOD impression for him, dunwanna make him angry(at least for these couple of days) =D

wat a good daughter i am. lol.

anyway, early wishes to all the dads in the world.

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!!
HAVE A WARM WARM DAY!! =D



~ jess ~

"drag me to hell"

veli super duper not enjoy this movie. ish... can say kena tipu go watch... nic said its a triller triller murdering movie, then ended up its about those spirits, then the corpse coming bak to life.. n blah blah blah.. n now i damn hate the sound system in cinema liao... kenapa loud sangat?? ishhhh..... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... half of the movie i was closing my eyes. wasted.

then in the cinema, the 1st scream started by some stranger at the back row. then after tht, its followed by mine n my frens... lol... especially the part where the gal n old lady's fighting in the car.. lol.. damn disgusting.

1st time of my life, watching movie is such a stressful job. gonna hav heart attack soon enuff. haha.

ended up me laughing all the way from summit to segi, i dunno y oso lol. too much of 'surprises' i guess.. ish... never ever going for these kinda movies ever again!! lesson learnt!!

~ jess ~

rain

feel like walking into the rain,
it was a long time ago when i last did it.

kinda miss the feeling,
getting all soaked and wet.

raindrops hitting on my face,
winds blowing to make me feel more chilly.

stepping on my flooded shoes,
squeezing water outta it whenever i lay my pressure on it.

felt like the rain can brush off the sick things from me,
something that can make me feel fresh again.



~ jess ~

summer life

been drowning myself in college life these days... i cant believe that i have to go to college all 4 days while i only have 2 days of class!! sobbb... no fairrrrr!!!

working 5 hours for dear college, but becoz dearest miss chelsie felt lazy to work, n i actually did skipped it, made me have to do 7.5hours of work this week!! ish..

then burning my head for auditions participants.. >.< n prom performance, and piano n classes and assignments. wuwuwuwu... college life is getting tougher by time. >.<

n i juz had 2 hours of piano lesson today, was struggling in skills again.. really dun like it.. my fingers felt like tying up together. then played the pieces, teacher asked me to play together with the metronome.. which is an impossible mission for me.. since i always play fast slow fast slow.. T-T n she ask me to record my own playing n compare it with the CD..
anyway, i'll just hav to work hard on it.

my plan is, after the piano n final exam, i'll go work, then i can get salary n buy a laptop. gud idea rite?? =D hope tht i'll stick with it. =D

n.. i miss hanging out with frens. >.<

~ jess ~

confused

i had just listened to 2 songs.
forever and always by taylor swift, and much better by jonas brother(joe)



Versus




well... they are actually fighting through music... which is kinda sad actually. sweet became bitter.
to me, music is something nice and comforting, but why do people make it that way??

taylor blaming joe for breaking her heart, joe telling people that his current gf is better thn taylor. =( sad case.

maybe one day i'll make some music for myself, not to hurt people but send my feelings and mark down things in my life through music. =) wat a wonderful thing to do~~ =p

ps: im thinkin of mixing the 2 songs. =D juz like love story n viva la vida. who knows wat will turn out?? =D

~ jess ~